Ah-
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---This is a surreal realization of the fact that the world never intended for my existence. I'm not a natural being. I'm not supposed to be alive, the gods didn't intend it, that's why XD wants me to die.
I really am the cause of all the problems. I always knew it but it's different when God tells you. I don't want to die, not yet at least. I want to free Onyx first, he's my best friend, the only person who's stuck with me throughout my whole life.
He understood what I wanted when I couldn't communicate it, when I couldn't bring myself to speak, he just knew. He makes me feel welcome in an unwelcoming world. He has helped me so much and I couldn't even help him with something so simple as this. All my feelings are jumbled up, I don't know why or how but they are.
I act calm but I'm really fucking scared that I'll lose my family, well more of my family. I don't think I'll be able to take it. ---
Amira was done with life, but she refused to give up. No until she finished what she started, just to spite the so-called God XD. She wouldn't give him satisfaction in knowing that his words got to her.
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-Death -
-DreamXD-
- Shōra- future translated loosely from Japanese
-Genzai- present translated loosely form Japanese
Kako- past translated loosely from Japanese
-Tatvon- elements translated loosely from Hindi
-Chisu- dimensions translated loosely from Korean
-Xākāṣ- air translated loosely from Thai
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"XD what the hell did you do!"
"I did what I needed to do, Death."
"So, you needed to tell that poor child to kill their self!"
"You two are so loud, always doing something unassay."
"No, you're just lazy Shōrai"
"Hey! Don't bring us into your shit fest XD!"
"I wasn't talking to you Genzai"
"Yea so don't bring them into this XD"
"Honestly, I thought you guys were more mature than this"
"Shut the fuck up, Kako."
"Make me bitch"
"Come down here and I will"
"I think everyone needs to sit down so we can talk this out"
"Shut up Tatvon, no one asked you!"
"Don't be rude to him."
"No, don't scold him Chisu, Tatvon needs to mind his business"
"you're a dick Xākāṣ̄"
"I know"
"Well, if we're just going to fight, I'm leaving-"
"I agree bye!"
"I go with them sorry!"
"So, we're done? Sweet! Adios fuckheads!"
"Where does he think he's going?"
"Well bye!"
"Good job you drove them away."
"Please don't start with that death."
"I'll do as I please XD"
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I made my own fucking gods bitches, deal with it.
When I put the loosely translated from I mean loosely, they're literally from google so don't rely on this to tell you the actual meaning.
If you have any questions about the gods, just put the god's name and then ask the question so I know who you're talking about!
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