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Hana POV-
"You're not going anywhere tonight!", He said in rough voice and again tried to kiss me but I pushed him back
"JUNGKOOK STOP!!", I tried to punch him but he just held my both arms above my head before slamming his lips on mine
I tried to wiggle my body below him to get him off of me but he pushed his whole body on me squishing me down, pressing me more into mattress when he placed his lips on my neck.
I held onto his hair pulling them painfully that I'm sure he definately lost few.
He groaned dangerously and looked up at me with scary eyes in my teary ones
"Jung..."
"Shhh!!!!", He said placing his finger on my lips shushing me as he bend down to lick blood off my lips
"Jungkook stop please you're scaring me", he didn't listen and went down to open my bra, opening it successfully he threw it somewhere, and placed his palm on my right bosom
"Jungkook stop you're making grave mistake, whatever you saw was just misunderstanding", he didn't listen, and palmed my breast, leaning down to place his lips on my left bosom making me arch my back as gasp left my mouth
It was like he was not Jungkook anymore, he was someone totally different, his eyes were empty of emotions and full of lust. My cries weren't heard.
I felt so helpless
"Jimin....", I tried to explain him again but as soon as word left my mouth he bite harshly on my nipple and gut wrenching scream left my lips
Everything was hurting
I went numb under him, I didn't fight him anymore. That was the first time I regretted being born as woman
Tears continued to fall from my eyes as Jungkook assaulted my body, then
"You said you love me!!", I sobbed as words left my lips and he froze over me
"You said you love me Jungkook and we don't do this to people we love, we don't break them like this"
"did you even mean it when you said that", I sobbed harder and last time tried to push him away
Taking advantage of his stillness, I freed my hands from his clutch and he fell down on me, crushing me under him.
It was calm and silent, other than my sobbing there was no sound in room.
We stayed like that for moment and suddenly I felt wetness over my naked shoulder. It didn't take me long to realise that Jungkook was crying.
Soon it turned into full on sobs, I can feel his body trembling over me, suddenly he started screaming near my ear loudly.
I didn't said a word or made any movement to console him. I didn't care at all. I was done with all things going on around me
And seeing him crying like this, losing himself like this satisfied me
Jungkook was screaming, crying and hitting headboard. Worsening his bloodied hand even more
"Why? Why? Why?"
"Why can't you just love me only", finally he stopped and fell over me.
Placing his head in crooked of my neck and he continued to sobbed.
He tried to hold me, hugged me close
"Please hold me!", He begged but I didn't made any move
If it would have been under any other circumstances, I would have helped him but I didn't care anymore.
When he saw I didn't tried to make any move, he got up from me to stare into my eyes
I don't know what he saw in them. Were they even same like before?
Did he saw how much he broke me?
"I love you", he said
With trembling lips he placed kiss on my forehead and got up from over me, wearing a robe he went out of the room leaving me alone, without even once looking back at me
I lie there on bed, without making any movement.
I was so tired, so tired of everything going around me. I still don't understand how did it come to this?
How did my life become like this and tear drop from my eye
I got up from bed with shaking legs, my whole body was aching. The tattoo on my collarbone was hurting, my feets were hurting.
I didn't bother to wear anything, and went inside the bathroom. And stood infront of mirror
What I saw in mirror was nothing same like before. My body was stained with blood and bite marks.
The thing that changed most was the girl staring back at me. There was no light in her eyes, no eyes filled with dreams but tears
It felt worthless living, my thaughts were not with me anymore.
My feets were getting cold, I looked down at them and saw blade there.
With trembling hands I picked it up and looked at it with my messed up mind
Should I end it for once and all?
It will be all ok after that, if I just end it now.
No more tears, I just need to make a one cut and it will be all over
Easy!!
I held the blade over my wrist.
I wanted to end it, put fullstop on everything. I tried to put pressure on my wrist but I was coward and didn't do it.
Atlast blade drop from my hand And I fell down crying on floor, mistakenly turning on the shower. Mixing water with my tears
I sat there under running water crying my heart out
I cried till there were no more tears left to cry.
I don't remember how long I sat there but that night I slept in bathroom while crying all night.
Horror Fact: Paranormal experts say if you see someone unfamiliar in your dreams, it is actually ghost watching you while you were sleeping 👻
A/N : Hello my lovely doves 💜
I'm back with update sorry for being late again but I'm trying to balance my college work + writing here. College work has been increased as it's my last year so I'm sorry for always being late
