✅ 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗 𝕾𝖚𝖇𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖙𝖚𝖙𝖊 [𝑬𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝑽𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏]

CH - 9. 𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕

𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕊𝕌𝔹𝕊𝕋𝕀𝕋𝕌𝕋𝔼
[YIZHAN -Wattpad]
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He had him in his womb for 9 months, he suffered from sleepless nights, morning sickness which became unbearable, constant mood swings and appetite, even the change of his own body, but he also experienced the slight kicks and sudden movements that caused tingling both in his body and in his heart.

Xiao Zhan carried that little boy as if it were a treasure, always aware that once he arrived in the world he would leave his side and never come back, he tried not to think about it, not to cling or get excited so that the situation was more bearable, he told himself many times that all this was for the good of his mother and that only that should matter to him, he wanted to be indifferent towards the little creature in his womb.

The moment little Tian Tian came into the world, all Xiao Zhan's ideas and thoughts were blocked, that little creature as white as a piece of cloud and with abundant black hair hit his heart so hard, causing a wound that he had never felt before, scarring.

He couldn't hug him, he couldn't even extend a simple caress, that baby had been ripped from his side from the moment he saw the light, he wanted to beg for a simple look but he didn't feel entitled, not when from the beginning he had seen that pregnancy as a simple exchange of favors.

He had to swallow the pain of separation, he had to see how that small part that belonged to him was cut off without being able to object, he had to cry in silence due to regret, he was doing everything possible to preserve his mother's life and although at that time moment he was being tom by pain he was willing to endure it.

But life hit Zhan again, only 5 months after the birth of little Tian Tian, his mother closed her eyes to never open them again, despite the efforts and the money invested, her life could not be preserved. Sean had fulfilled his word, he had taken care of everything but one thing is what man wants and another what destiny has.

Zhan had been left alone, with empty hands and a broken heart, his mother was no longer by his side and that little creature with whom he lived for a period of time was also not there, Zhan regretted many things but if he could rewind the history would do the impossible to save his mother no matter what.

The business between He Sean and Xiao Zhan had ended so the latter one day without saying anything took his luggage a little money saved and silently emigrated from Thailand to Ibiza he did not have a specific plan he chose that place at random, he just wanted to escape and so he did.

There he stayed making a life which was simple and uncomplicated, he rejected the millions that He Sean had given him for his services, he wanted to cut all ties with this person, but above all he wanted to forget everything that had happened, but that was impossible, every night for three years Zhan sat alone in his room with his eyes fixed on nothing while he thought about his baby and wondered if he was okay, if he had grown up well or if he was loved, he did not ask for anything for him, the only thing that what he asked was for that little angel to lead a happy life, much happier than the one he had.

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- Why does your voice sound like that? were you crying?

- It is none of your business.

- Apparently you've become more arrogant these days.

- Hey....- Zhan sighed.- I just called you to ask you something.

- Speech...

- In two days is the anniversary of your in-laws, they will have a party and your father-in law wants you to be present. What should I do?