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a/n: sorry if this chapter is short im enjoying a drama free weekend and i like it that way. i hope you guys enjoy and  keep reading! :)

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DALILAHS P.O.V

niall looked at me with pain in his eyes. i felt terrible. i felt like a total whore at the moment. i began to cry so i ran up to my room and quickly got in the shower so nobody would bug me. i let the scorching water rush down me and i cried. why did i say that to poor niall? i looked at my huge scars. i hae carved the word ' hopeless' into my arm. that was how i felt. completly and utterly hopeless. i washed my hair and turned off the water. a sillouette of steam rushed around me as i stepped out. i then got dressed in a hoodie and some shorts and walked back into my room. my eyes were still red and puffy from crying. i felt like shit and i knew i was going to sit in bed all day and think. it seemed legt so thats what i did i layed on my bed and thought to myself about everything i did. i knew it was bad for my depression but who gave a fuck at the moment. niall hated me and harry was now suddenly in love with me and the rest of the boys kept giving me bad looks. why was i cursed with such a life?

NIALLS P.O.V.

i woke up this morning and went to say sorry to dalilah for everything i said and hopefully she would forgive me. i was so wrong. i found her sleeping with harry. i was so angry and depressed at the same time i didnt know what the fuck to think. i would never call dalilah a whore but obviously some of the fans werent afraid to call her names like ' slut ' and ' whore '. why did i say that?

i began to sing out of sadness

 

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've git a new job now in the umemploymentline
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a gods test
Someone hulp us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

She's in line at the door with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my flight
But we both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears

Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby


Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

i finished the song but i still felt horrible. i looked up to see dalilah looking at me. red puffy eyes. she was in as much pain as me. i walked over to her and hugged her. she hugged back. i looked into her eyes. she was in pain. i was about to say somethin but she smashed her lips into mine. then i relized dalilah was the one i loved. she pulled back and hugged me again.

i missed my best friend. i loved my best friend.

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OK SORRY ITS SHORT NEW CHAPTER HOPEFULLY LATER TODAY OR TOMMORROW

LOVE YALL

XX KYLEE

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