3 Times [chanbaek] (editing)

Fears

Chapter 8

[yixing's pov]

The atmosphere was all set to be too busy; people kept running place after the other, joonmyun seems to be worried about everything after this scenario and now his family doctor arrived with a news i didn't really want to know.

"doctor, how's my friend? Is he okay?" joonmyun stood up with a very worried expression shown all over his face, i stayed sitting.

"he's currently doing fine but we detected ailments regarding with his brain." i picked out my handphone and plugged the earphones. I started playing music with maximized volume on it, why? bcos i dont want it; i dont want to hear any of it.

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He was acting a little weird and i know it is bcos of what he found out with regards to baekhyuns brain ailments-whatsoever-the thing is i still dont want to know it.

"hey," he called out and sweetly puts his arm around me. everything seems to be bizarre and im just happy that he's here beside me.

"are you okay?" he cutely pouted his lips and asked

"yeah, why?" i tilted my head little over the right but he started to smile and shaked his head from left to right.

"nothing." he smiled.

my head's rested on joonmyuns lap as his hand started to play my hair humming my favorite song in ballad, everything went all too cheesy but the sweetness lasted just for a minute.

"sweetie," he hanged as i looked up at him and stood up from being layed above his lap. i saw his pretty face and ended up showing a smile.

"i'll go check on baekhyun, d'you want to go?" i nodded but im scared to see him laying in that bed all too weak and cant speak.

He offered me his hand as i took it looking at him with a smile. he must've known that im scared seeing people i love laying on hospital beds weak and drained bcos i get to see it once and she died calling out my name.

"dont worry, nothing bad's gonna happen." I felt safe and assured with his sweet words now i long to hear it more than forced.

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[baekhyun's pov]

This is a dream, this isnt real. ev'rything is just a made up part of a nightmare turned to reality. im sure this aint possible, im surely healthy not sick.

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A creek was heard coming out from the door and a shadow starts to shape as soon as the light glows.

"hyung," i saw a familiar structure that i havent seen for long but i knew its from someone i surely know.

"so its you who brought me here. im kinda expecting lay hyung to be the one whos angel like to drop by and saw me unconscious but this is surprising." I giggled cos its really funny but my joke seems to not affect him and instead of laugh he gave a frown.

He walked towards me with his neutral face and show nothing but sadness in his eyes, i was clueless and confused. why?

"w-wae?!" i asked in sarcasm as i tried not to freak out, he's acting kinda weird today.

"so," he started with a weak sarcasm and i can sense that this aint something i long to give a laugh.

"are you okay?" the fact that i can see his eyes more than being worried looked pretty sad makes me uneasy.

"im fine, i guess." i pretty much doze off as i snuffed the sunny sand smell from hyungs stiff neck, the same perfume used everytime he finished bathing and putting on his favorite white shirt with our black colored group logo printed on it. he's beside me sitting on the bed, looking at me closely with his eyes all red. I knew that he knew that im here bcos im sick and he's acting like that bcos he's worried about me; surely he is.

"hyung," so i called and held on to his hand, making a puppy look so that he'll say yes if i asked.

"can you please not tell this to anyone especially chanyeol." i may look all too desperate and begging him tho im not usually doing this for sakes but just once, i hope he'd agree.

"why?! they deserve to know the truth!" he's angry but i know he's being loud just bcos he's worried about me. i tried sitting up but cant so i stayed laying on this cursed bed.

"hyung,you know me; i wont let people run out of errands just for me bcos im sick, it's bothersome and i hate it." he knew that everything i say is true maybe thats why he giggled and patted my head like a mere child 10 years younger than him.

"i know, but, there aren't secrets that wont be revealed and soon they'll know ev'rything." Yes, they will.

"yes, but isn't it harder to let them know what you can't even accept yourself. Isn't it harder to see your friends looking at you with eyes all burried with worries and sadness." I dont want it.

"but isn't it sad to be alone carrying all burdens by yourself?!" a different voice was heard not far from our distance. Its a familiar voice that i often hear saying good words, moral values, right conduct and world peace.

"lay hyung," i got surprised as he walked towards me with teary eyes. It really freaked me out bcos for a second there i thought i'd drown with all those gallons of tears he's crying.

"isn't it disappointing to lay on this bed ev'ryday with no one to visit or have fun with you around?! isn't it lonely to see the blue sky, white clouds and flying birds on your window just centimeters away from you but feels like meters of forever here inside?! Isn't it tiring to cry all night wishing that there is someone hugging you tonight?" and he bursted into sadness, tears and fright. I know he's afraid of loosing someone he loves bcos he's been there and now afraid that it might happen the second time around.

"it's more sadder to see them infront you forcing a smile, I fear to see those infront my eyes." both of them are in silence, looking at each others eyes.

"we only want what's best for you." the first to talk was joonmyun hyung.

"i know." I smiled and i knew it got them by surprise bcos i can see the tinglings in their eyes.

"and hyung, i thank you for bringing me here but i only ask for one favor; please, not to tell this to anyone." Im not begging but i know they'd let it slide for a moment. both of them hands were intertwined as a minute goes by hyung took a deep sigh.

"fine but just for now." i ended giving off a smile. he may not be the leader i had before but still he cares, love and support. He's the strongest leader everyone could have and tho it's too cheesy, i'll say it anyway; "thank you." and blinked away. Both of them were here that's all enough for me.

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a.n waiting for baek's bday, sehun in boa's mv and exond ep9 just finished. doing nothing, slightly bored; i updated, hope you cry more. just kidding, let's not take things seriously, everything always ends good tho i believe there aren't no happy endings. sadness first but at the end there's acceptance. learn to accept the reality than stay locked in a fantasy, everything will turn out good dont believe in everything you see; sometimes what you see ain't always the truth of anything.

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