Dear Draco (Draco Malfoyxreader)

Part 39

A few days passed, and I was really focused on my studying and the DA lessons, mostly because I tried to keep my head busy with something than to have to watch Pugface and Draco being together all the time !!! I was studying really hard which I ended up ignoring my friends too which I didn't really want to, but I had no choice !!! I was studying one day in the library when I realized it was already past midnight, so I took my books and started running back to my common room until I bumped into someone!!!

Y/n: Sorry 

I said, and when to run until that person took my hand!!! I turned and that's when I realized it was Draco !!!

Draco: God Y/n what are you doing awake this hour ?

Y/n: What are you doing awake this hour?

Draco: I asked first 

Y/n: I don't care I am a Perfect, I can take you to Snape right away because it's already past curfew ferret 

Draco: Someone is grumpy today 

He said and pulled me into a hug 

Y/n: I am not you idiot !!! I am never grumpy 

Draco: When it was the last time you had a proper sleep ?

Y/n:I am sleeping just fine !!! It's just I have a lot of homework every day, that's all

Draco: We have the same homework, missy!!! We are studying the same things 

Y/n: No, I take two more classes than you, and I am teaching myself Latin !!!! Also-

Draco: What?

Y/n: I was just thinking what I am going to do in the future, and I was like, why can't I be a lawyer in the Muggle world ? So this is why I am studying more these days !!! Because I believe that it's worth a try 

Draco: In the Muggle world? Are you serious?

He said and I just nodded 

Draco: So you are going to leave to the Muggle World just like that to become something you don't even know is going to work? And what role am I playing in these plans?

Y/n: Draco, don't be like that now !!! We don't even know if we will be together by then !!! Who knows, maybe you-know-who will appear right now and murder both of us to the spot !!!

Draco: You are saying nonsense 

Y/n: I am not saying nonsense, I am just being realistic !!! You don't even know what is going to happen in a minute, an hour not even tomorrow !!! 

I said, and he just stroked his hair with his hand 

Draco:Not everything in your life Y/n is a tragic story from a book Y/n

Y/n: And not everything is a fairytale 

Draco: I am tired, I am going to bed 

He said and left with a sigh 

Y/n: AND THEN YOU SAID I WAS THE GRUMPY ONE TODAY 

I yelled before I turn and head back to my common room!!! Thanks, Merlin, tomorrow it was Saturday, so we didn't have classes !!! I didn't get up for breakfast because first of all I was two tired and second of all I didn't want to see Draco !!! I was sitting in my bed reading my book !!! I was reading Pride and Prejudice !!! What a beautiful story, it's literally the best book I have read in my whole life !!! Enemies to lovers !!! Elizabeth and Mr Darcy reminded me of Draco and I a little bit !!! I was reading when Ginny decided to enter my room!!!

Ginny: Come on lover girl, something is wrong between you and Draco because he didn't show up either on breakfast 

Y/n: Of course he did 

I said, closing my book and then crossing my arms !!! Ginny sat next to me in bed

Ginny: Come on, what happened?

Y/n: We had a fight 

Ginny: First fight !!! It's getting interesting come on, go on

Y/n: He got angry with me because I want to become a lawyer in the Muggle World and also because I didn't count him on my plans and when I told him we don't even know what is going to happen to us, he got even angrier!!! I mean, I am just being realistic, and he is being a selfish git !!!

Ginny: Good to hear that nickname again 

Y/n: I mean, we don't even know if we will be together by the end of the year !!! His father already knows something and that's why he threatened our family and Parkinson is getting too comfortable because Draco is giving her hopes only to hide our relationship, and I am just tired of being a second !!! I also feel bad for Pugface I don't know why but when I know that Draco is technically cheating on her with me just breaks my heart because she is a person too with feelings, and she doesn't deserve to be played like I had !!! Also, she liked Draco since first year, and now she thinks that she has a chance, but I don't want to be the other woman 

I was talking so fast I couldn't even understand my own words, and then I felt tears in my eyes and I tried so hard to keep them back, but I couldn't and then Ginny hugged me when I burst out crying !!!!

Y/n: I am stupid, I am so stupid

I said crying, and she rubbed my back gently to calm me down 

Y/n: This relationship was a mistake 

Ginny: You are just angry, and you need sleep !!! When you will be better you will regret these words so much Y/n !!!

Y/n: I need chocolate 

I said and she laughed 

Ginny: Let me guess !!! Period?

I just nodded while we both laughed, and then we arranged to go to a sister's small trip to Hogmeads

Hello guys, sorry for not uploading this week, but you know !!! School !!! I promise I will try and upload more every day !!! I hope you all have an amazing day !!!

See you soon,

Emily<3