Trials Of Fate

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

Pregnant

Tumulo ang luha ko tulala pa din habang, nakatingin sa buwan. Habang inaalala sinabi niya.

"Liar, bes. huwag mong isipin na nag iisa ka nandito kami okay? 'diba sinabi ko sa'yo na huwag kang iiyak? Don't blame yourself hindi mo kasalanan ang nangyari,"

"Kailangan mong tanggapin bes, shh don't cry okay? I know na, din-down mo sarili mo. I promise na hindi kita iiwan kahit anong mangyari, nandito lang ako sa tuwing malungkot ka yayakapin kita at sasabihing nandito lang ako."

"Ikaw lang ang meron ako at si Aiden pagnawala kayo paano na ako? Ayaw kong mawala kayo sa buhay ko lalo na ikaw, Ikaw ang naging sandalan ko sa lahat ng bagay, ayaw kong pati ikaw mawala sa buhay ko."

"I will never leave you, promise hindi kita iiwan magkasama tayong tatanda, tsaka huwag kang mag overthink bes hindi kami mawawala sa buhay mo, hindi ako mawawala sa buhay mo. Alam mo naman na ako magiging ninang ng pangalawa mong anak, pupunta pa tayo sa concert ng everglow. Pangarap ko talagang makita sila. Hindi ako mawawala sa buhay mo okay? Hindi kita iiwan, sabay na'ting tutupadin mga pangarap na'tin sa isa't isa."

"Don't expect too much, yim. Not in everything I'm always there by your side. Life is too short, you don't know the people you love, little by little the lord takes them away, remember bes. We're just borrowed. You don't  know whether I'm always by your side, or I'll disappear from your life. But, Always remember that, when you're sad. Just look at the moon and think that it's me."

You're right, Rona.

Life is too short. Hindi ko alam na mawawala ka sa buhay ko, Hindi ko matanggap bes, hindi ko matanggap na wala kana sa buhay ko sabi mo hindi mo ako iiwan?

"You know, even if I'm far away, just look at the moon and think that it's me. I'm always by your side, don't cry, I'm just in advance. I won't leave you, promise! I don't leave you  Let's go to the concert of everglow."

Ang pangako mo ay napako ang pangarap na'tin, mo na makakapunta sa concert ng everglow parang ako na ang, tutupad ng pangarap mo.

Kasi you already leave me.

She leave me already, rest in peace bes and I love you always.

Nagising ako dahil sa isang braso na, yumayakap sa maliit kong bewang. Pinipilit ko na panaginip lang ang lahat pero, totoo ito kahit anong pilit ko na panaginip lang ang pagkawala ng best friend ko kailangan kong tanggapin, tumulo ulit ang luha ko.

I turned around and found the man I love sleeping soundly, tears flowing non-stop because of the pain I've been feeling since my best friend disappeared from my life.  Sometimes I wonder, will the man in front of me also leave me?  Will he also hurt me like, hurt given to me by, people who are important to me case, also gone.

Our eyes met, Aiden still kept his arm around my waist, he tightened the hug there.  I tried not to cry, but he was a traitor.  The pain is because, the pain is because that girl who was always there for me left me, she trained me to always be by my side but, the lord took her too.

Tinanggal ni, Aiden ang pagkakayakap niya sa aking bewang at, hinaplos naman ang aking buhok. He kissed me in, my forehead ako naman ang yumakap sa kanya at, doon humagulgol ng iyak. "I love you. Don't cry, alam kong ayaw ni, Rona na nag iiyak ka dahil sa kaniya."

"Ang hirap kasi tanggapin na, Wala na siya sa buhay ko. Ang hirap tanggapin ng, puso ko."

Hinayos niya ang pagkakahiga habang ako, ay inunan na braso niya. Tumingala ako sa kanya habang patuloy na umaagos ang, luha ko. He wiped my tears and, without saying anything, aggressively kissed me, I responded to his kiss.  I can feel the tears that have been falling on my cheeks for a while now.  He broke away from the kiss and, hugged me tightly and so did I.