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36; that's bullshit

corbyn

I was shocked to be honest. I never expected erica to do something like that. it was very hot.

I know she probably thinks that I didn't say anything because I didn't support what she was doing, and in her defence it probably looked that way.

that definitely wasn't the case.

I start smiling to myself as alyssa and julia talk about how amazing that was. it's cause she is so amazing.

"you're quiet over there" jack says looking at me

"I'm just in shock and amazed that she actually just did that" I responded back to him

"of course she did that, she's a fkn bad bitch" sierra said after.

I just giggled and nodded in agreement. man is she ever amazing.

erica

we get to her office and she tells me to sit in one of the chairs in front of her desk.

I place my bag down and plopped on the chair, showing that I was comfortable and unbothered. to be honest, I was very bothered. I'd never been called to the principals office.

she sat down in her chair and sighed. "now ms jones, I'm all for you sticking up for yourself. I'll completely stand by you in that matter. however, I don't appreciate you standing on the cafeteria tables, swearing at everyone and calling them names."

"what about them calling me names? or you don't do anything about that because it's under their breath and quiet huh?" I paused looking at her expression as she didn't know what to say.

"it's ok for everyone to be calling me a freak or someone who's over dramatic. cause I've lost every parental figure in my life and made a stupid decision that almost got me killed. it's ok for them to shame me for a mistake I've made, as if they've never done anything they've regretted. that's bullshit"

"ms jones! I understand what you're going through is hard-"

"no you don't. no one does. and it's not fair that I'm getting treated like this after all that's been happening"

"no it's not but..."

"but what. there is no 'but'. I don't deserve this. I've done nothing but treat all these people with kindness and respect and this is how I get paid for it? forget it. god forbid I finally put my foot down and decide I'm not gonna let people walk all over me, right?"

I start to tear up in frustration. god why can't I just stop fucking crying.

"erica. I'm so sorry for what you are going through, but I can't have you causing a ruckus in the cafeteria. and I have no tolerance for the language you have used towards your classmates or me. however, I know the student and person you are, so I am letting you off with a warning, to not make this behaviour a habit, ok?"

I just nod at her and look down, fidgeting with the rings on my fingers.

"I'm sorry" I say letting out a breath

"I know, apology accepted. and thank you for realizing your mistakes and owning up to them. I know your a great student who is capable of great things" she says smiling widely at me.

I nod at her again and she tells me I can return to the caf. I get up and leave her office to see my friends standing outside waiting for me.

corbyn came up to me straight away, indulging me in a long big hug.

"you were amazing, and very hot, up there" he says pulling away from the hug and smiling.

god this boy just makes everything better.