Deal with it: Chapter 53

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Luke's POV:

A tear run down her eye as she starts to speak.

"I umm. I found out I was pregnant when we were in New York. It was about two weeks before we went back home"
She pauses before starting again.

"I really wanted to tell you but i wasn't sure yet"

She stops and wipe the tears from her eyes.

I rub her cheek with my hand. "It's okay baby take your time"

She sniffles before starting again. "I took another tests and it came back positive. We went home and then that's when all the stress came on me. Trying to talk to Gia so she can forgive me, thinking my patents are gonna hate me for leaving, Thinking I'm not gonna be able to forgive Avana"

"I don't know what happened but in the morning when we were gonna go to the water park I had a feeling that I didn't like. A feeling in my stomach that i didn't like.

I had a pregnancy test in my suitcase so I took it out with my clothes and went in the bathroom"

At this point she was sobbing.

I held her to me hugging her. I pull her away from me and wipe her tears.

She then reaches up and does the same to me. I didn't even know I was crying.

It's hurting me bad. Loosing a child hurts like hell. I've never imagined loosing one. Hell even having one in the first place.

"When I went on the toilet to pee I saw a lot of blood on my underwear. I thought I was having my period but then remember I was pregnant and that's when it got me that I was loosing the baby. That's why I took so long" she finishes.

"Why didn't you tell me at that moment?" I ask

"It's not that easy Luke I can't just blurt it out like that. I needed time" she cries

After what seems like hours but we're only a few minutes of calming down Ana we let in the rest of her family to come comfort her and all.

We chose not to tell anyone to save Ana from anymore tears.
Gia agreed not to tell anyone as well.

We decided to go home because I don't want to stay in a hospital I'd rather her be somewhere she's more familiar with.

Aria and Ace are gonna visit us next week because they something to do and can't come with us.

We are taking my fathers plane back with everyone.

I have some nurses that are on the plane that can help Ana if anything happens to her.

And I pray nothing happens to her.

As everyone gets on the plane Gia stops beside me.

"How're you holding up?"

"My child died how do you think I'm holding up?" I growl at her.

I didn't even realize I was angry.

"Sorry wrong question wrong time" she says softly

"I mean how would you feel if your kid died?" I ask

"I would feel horrible" she says

"Yeah that's what you would feel but right now I'm feeling guilt, sadness and rage"

"Why guilt?" She asks

"I wasn't paying attention to her. If I was I would have probably knew something was up and could have probably change the fact that she lost the baby. I don't know" I say

My hands go in my pockets.

"You couldn't have prevented the miscarriage and you know that. Miscarriages happen very suddenly, most times you don't know why or how it just happens" she says

"Guys we're ready!" Eric calls out.

"She loves you. Unconditionally. She didn't want to hurt you at that moment she wanted to go through it first before telling you" she says before walking off to the plane.

I sigh before following behind.

•••••••Three days later••••••

"I don't need your cuddling Luke. Leave me alone" she groans.

Since we got back she bearly talks bearly eats always cry and most of all she doesn't want my cuddles.

"Ana we have to get through this together. It was my child too. You can't do this alone. I won't let you do this alone" I say

She doesn't respond but keep her stare out the window.

I once again wrap my arm around her and she doesn't shrug it off this time.

I bury my face in her neck and sigh.

"I love you" I whisper in her ear.

"Do you know who shot me?" She asks

"Alexander" I respond

"Why?"

"I don't know. But I'm gonna find out. Don't worry"

..........

THE END

JK

Umm Just so you know it's the last chapter for now. I will be updating next week and stuff so don't worry.

My New Book.

I did post the first Chapter tonight so if you want to read it.

"Dream" Is the name of the book Btw. I forgot to put that in the announcement earlier today. But bye have a great night.
~Tori

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