Tied With Threads Of Luck {UNDER EDITING}

Ch39~Karan realises his feelings

I know yeh chapter almost ek mahine baad aaraha.. i am really sorry for that..I wasnt in a good state of mind to write anything and this was followed by my half yearly exams. Chaho to ek baar previous chapter padhlo ek baar wapas.. taaki flow rahe story ka..

Also, THANK YOU A LOT MERI krinad04 helping me with this chapter... a major plot of this chapter is written by her❤️

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Karan came to his room and closed the door hurriedly. He was beyond shocked by his own words he said to Monami a few minutes ago. He was mentally prepared to convince Monami to backout from the marriage but blurted out something else.

K: Kya hogaya hai tujhe Karan.. Yeh kya bol aaya tu Monami ko.. Mujhse shaadi karlo?? Seriously? Tujhe hua kya hai.. Monu teri best friend hai na.. tujhe to khush hona chahiye ki monami ki shaadi horahi.. wo khush hai.. par uski khushi me tujhe khusi kyun nahi horaha..

K: Mujhe to khushi honi chahiye.. meri best freind, meri monu ki life me khushiyan aarahi.. phir mujhe kyun achha nahi lagraha.. kyun aisa lagraha jaise..jaise uske dur jaane se me khudko khoo raha hoon.. kyun itna dard horaha hai?

Karan tries to convince himself that he should be happy on this occasion. But at the same time, his thoughts revolve around the time they both used to have fun. How they became each other's support system, each other's lifeline. He imagines himself all alone after Monami would leave..

He feels someone calling himself. He looks at his side to find Another KARAN.. 

Karan2: Kya hua?? samajh nahi aaraha kuchh?

karan: Tum kaun ho?

K2: mujhe khudki antaraatma samjh lo..

K: and may i know tum yahan kyun ho?

K2: yeh kaisa behuda sawaal hua.. me yahan tumhari help ke liye hi aaya hoon.. 

K: Mujhe kisiki  help nahi chahiye..

K2: Tch tch tch.. commando hoke jhoot bolna shobha deta hai kya?? waise if you want me monami ke matter me tumhari help karsakta hoon

K: Ky..kya...kya help.. kai..kaisa matter?? koi matter nahi hai.

K2 (sitting on the bed comfortably) Soch le karan shergil.. koi matter nahi hai?? tujhe bilkul bura nahi lagraaha monu ki shaadi ka?? bilkul dard nahi horaha??

K: Mu..muj...mujhe..mujhe kyun dard hoga..monu..monu meri bestfriend hai.. wo khush.. me khush..

K2: Haan haan.. tumdono bestfriends ho.. bachpan se.. par even you know.. ki iss baar.. wo khush hai.. par tu nahi... 

k: Kya bakwas hai?

K2: Bakwaas nahi Major.. sach hai.. wo sach jo tum maan nahi rahe.. wo sach jisse tum taal rahe ho.. zara socho.. kalko monu ki shaadi hojaayegi, wo yahan se chali jaayegi... bhaiya bhabhi ki apni life hai.. baby to chhoti hai.. uska school bhi hai.. tumhare dosst bhi missions pe jaate hain.. han tu bhi jaayega missions pe... par.. jab mission se wapas aayega, koi itni shiddat se tere liye wait karega?? jaise monu karti hai?

Karan became silent.

K2: Haan bhaiya bhabhi baby sab intezaar karenge.. par mission se aane wale din koi tere saath pura raat bethke baatein karega, jaisa monu karti hai? Koi tujhse puchhega ki mission me kya hua, kaise hua?? jaise monu puchhti hai?? 

karan went into deep thoughts and was even listening to his antaraatma

K2: Yeh to tu bhi jaanta hai n.. ki tu sabse zyaada comfortable monami ke saath hai.. kal ko agar tujhe kuchh share karne ka man hoga.. to tu kis se karega? Monami se? Par wo teri baat sunegi ya shivam ka??