How It Go (Editing)

Chapter 64

*Saquella POV*
The weekend 11:00

I havent talked to Ash every since we got into it .

"Saquella are u gonna go" Kea said

"Yes i am , im jus afraid of what the outcome gone be" I said

"You kno i love both of yall but u my ride or die, so if he jump out of line call me i gotchu" She said trynna be all tough for me

I laughed, boaah this girl kno she wont hit a nigga even if her life depended on it but i love her for trynna take up for me and trynna sound tough for me .

"Girl you kno i got myself, im striaght " I said wiping my tears. She came and hugged me and i just cried

"Im not used to u crying Quella,!you gotta be tough" Kea said crying. Is this bitch really crying because im crying. I really love her

"Let me get dressed " I said walkin into her

I been staying here for the last couple of days crying my eyes out for Ash and he wont return my calls. Im about to go meet him at the beach and talk , im so scared that we are gonna be over . I love him so much, the whole time i been wit him i been loving the moment , i mean we even have fans on Instagram that loves us . They call us the power couple of our city, they love us . And now here it all is about to end because i lied .

I put on a white Parada shirt , white joggers, and the white Uggs with bows in the back of them that got real diamonds in them that Ash bought me . I had 2 braids in my hair but i Kea took them out for me so they were jus curly . I slipped a head band on and walked out the bathroom

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I pulled up to the beach and Ash was already there sitting on the sand looking at the water. I got my car keys and walked up to him and sat down.

"I'm so sorry" I said grabbing his hand. He looked at me then looked back at the water "Please say something" I said with tears coming down my eyes. He hugged me and I cried. "Im sorry i dont wanna lose you, i love you Ash . Im sorry , i just wanted to have fun" I sniffled real loud and cried

I looked up at him and i been tears dropping from his eyes. " Ma u gotta stop crying , i cant take you cryin . It makes me so stop cryin shawty" He said wiping my tears and smiling at me

"I dont want you to break up with me" I said hugging him tighter

"Im sorry ma but i really need a break , you know i already have trust issues and then u lied to me, we gotta take a break ma. If we dont im jus not gone trust you , lets just take a break shawty" He said

"Im sorry , you cant let tht break us up." I said holding him even tighter

He kissed my lips , for about a minute then pulled apart.

"Just a break Saquella, we can still see eachother. Trust me it hurts me more than it hurts u" He said

"Well why are u doing it" I cried

"If i dont its gonna fuck us up , im gonna not trust u because i have trust issues. Its just gonna hurt you, so lets just take a break" He said standing up and still hugging me

He kissed me me one more time and walked me to my car. I got in and i was still crying. I pulled off not knowing what to do now that i have lost the best thing that happend to me in a while now

*D POV*

I heard to front door slam so i walked downstairs. Ash threw his keys and went to slump down on the couch

I walked over and sat next to him. He was crying with his fist balled up, i knew he was angry.

"What happend" I said

"Bruh, we broke up . She was crying so bad it broke my heart. Man i think i was fallin in love. It really breaks my heart that she gone D" He said. I was shocked of what he said . I havent heard him talk like that every since Brook left.

Brook was Ash girl , she girl for a long time. They really loved eachother to the fullest . She got pregnant , and up and moved away . We havent heard from her every since then , Ash cried for about a week over her. Thats why he got trust issues

"Why u do it then" I said

"You kno after what happend to Brook i dont date , it was either break up with her or treat her like shit " He said shaking his head

"Its coo bruh jus give it some time , yall be back togethere in no time. Yall tha power couple" I said and walked back upstairs . Thats all i could say cause i dnt date bitches either

*Kea POV*

The next day

Saquella came home last night and told me wat happend. She cried to me and i held her. Ash told me about Brook so i understood why he did what he did , he just needa tell Saquella that. He said i was the only person he told other than D so i think its his place to tell Quella not me.

" Kea i wanna go to Shotta house" Kayron said coming in my room. I looked at Saquella who was sleep and shook my head.

I already had on clothes so i grabbed my keys and we headed out

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"Heeey yall" I said walkin into the house yelling

"Wassup Kea" I heard Trey

"Where Shotta" I yelled back

"In tha room wit Calvin and Kelin" He said finally walking down tha steps

I gave him a hug and walked upstairs in Shotta room

"Heeey" I said walkin in tha room hugging Shotta and kissing his cheek

"Sup" He said all dryly. I swear all of us got realtionship problems

"Wassup ma" Calvin said pulling me in his lap. And kissing all on my lips

"Stop Calvin , i love you" I said kissing his lips. We made up or whatever and now we back, but im still a virgin

I got off his lap and got on Shotta's.
"Whats wrong" i said

"Nun , girl move" He said pushung me off him . I walked out the room and headed to my car . Im not mad i jus need go get Quella.

*Saquella POV*

I grabbed the knife and started slicing my arms. Kea came in and before she could speak i blacked out