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Amber's POV

Slamming the door behind me I sit on the edge of the bed.

How can he seriously want to take it slow?! We spent the night together last night and he wants to take things slow? He doesn't trust me.

I sigh, grab a pillow putting it over my face and screaming into it.

*knock knock*

"Amber, it's Ethan. Can I come in?" I hear from the other side of the door.

I take a breath and walk towards the door. Opening it I see Ethan and let him in.

"Hey" I say quietly.

"Hey, can I talk to you?" He asks.

"Sure" I say turning my back on him and walking back towards the bed, sitting down on it as Ethan walks over and sits beside me.

"Are you ok?" He asks.

"Am I ok?! No, no I'm not ok! How can he want to take things slow? We literally split up after being together, after he slept with me last night? It doesn't make any sense"

"I know, but you know what Harry's like. He doesn't know how to handle anything life throws at him"

"I know that but I thought he'd be different. The whole thing with Tobi has clearly made him lose all trust in me" I reply.

"He totally trusts you Amber, he's just Harry"

"Well just Harry isn't good enough for me!" I say angrily.

"I'll leave you, I know you're upset but please just know that he does care about you" he says.

"We'll he's going to have to prove it. I can only apologise so much" 

"I tried" Ethan sighs heading out my room.

I lay back on the bed silently crying, closing my eyes, I sigh.

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Opening my eyes I check the time realising I had fell asleep for hours.

*knock knock*

I turn towards to door to see Josh standing there.

"hey, we're leaving in an hour to go to that casino themed party near the beach. You haven't forgotten have you?" 

"oh, no I haven't. I'll be ready" I say, half smiling.

"love you sis"

"love you bro"

He closes the door, I turn towards the mirror, taking a deep breath I smile. Here we go.

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"woah girl, you look unreal" Freya says.

JJ whistling as he turns towards Harry then doing that stupid smug giggle that he does.

I have this beautiful glittery gold, low cut and knee length dress on showcasing my legs and my chest. My blonde hair hanging over my shoulders in soft curls all paired with gold heels and a clutch. 

I look hot if I do say so myself. 

I turn to take a quick glimpse at Harry seeing him almost hanging his head with an expression that's almost well lets hope heartbreak. You want to take it slow? I'll make it impossible.

"well, let's not wait around for me any longer, let's get going" I say downing a shot. 

I link arms with Freya and Talia who both wink at me as we giggle out the door.

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Its so short I know, but I just needed to try and get another chapter out since its been forever but I now finally have a working laptop again which is what I needed. Couldn't keep doing it on my phone, haha! 

I hopefully won't be awol anymore.

Love to you all, Amber x

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