Waiting Forever

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hey everyone! <333 i hope your all doing well :)
i don't think i've said this yet but i'm gonna start uploading chapters like everyday or every 2 days now! :)

- i hope you all enjoy this chapter! <3 it's kind of sad at first but it won't end that way!

- this is the first chapter something s3xual happens! it's not horrible, but it is there.  so be prepared! :)

this story will include topics such as:
- expl!cit language
- fluff
- n33dles
- dr!g usage
- s3xual content
that's all <3

i hope you all enjoy this chapter, remember to take care of yourselves! <3 i love you :)

- hannah <333
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November 20th, 1986
( y/ns POV )

I looked over at my alarm clock and saw it was time for me to get ready. I had already been awake for around an hour. I had been twisting and turning all night. I couldn't sleep, and at one point when it got to be four in the morning I just stayed up and stared at the ceiling for an hour.

I got up out of bed and stretched, I yawned. I knew I would probably end up falling asleep in first period. I walked into my bathroom and started to brush my teeth. I brushed my hair and threw it into a clip, and did my skincare for the morning.

I went to my drawers and grabbed some clothes. It was oddly cold for it to be the end of November. I grabbed an oversized sweatshirt and some jeans, along with some converse. I just threw my hair into a bun, it was Monday. Who cares about their appearance on a Monday?

I got dressed and walked over to my bed, then sat down. I rummaged through my drawer and found a joint from Saturday. One Eddie had left from that night. I grabbed my lighter and lit the joint, before setting it between my lips.

I know it wasn't the smartest idea to smoke a joint and get high at six in the morning, especially since I hadn't slept that night at all. I inhaled and exhaled the joint deeply while feeling the relaxation of the drugs flow through my body.

I sat in my room for a little while before finally walking downstairs. I looked like hell and I knew it. I didn't really care, I just wanted to have a sense of peace. Or at least to feel better about not getting any sleep.

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