a girl who joined the motorsport industry a long time ago but had to take a break, is coming back and dealing with the life of a famous woman in a man's sport.
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charles_leclerc I feel like we're spending more time on the plane than in the car...?! @lillythatcher
lillythatcher just let me sleep...😂
scuderiaferrari we can definitely change that with more hard training time... —> lillythatcher actually I think we're fine —> charles_leclerc yeah definitely
danielricciardo have I missed a chapter? you're not even shouting in the picture... boring!
I smile at my phone and all the comments beneath Charles new post. He postet a picture of me in the plane, laughing like an idiot. There are so many fans going crazy about it and shipping the two of us. The most of them are just confused because it looks like you're actually getting along and then there are some who are just calling me all sort of names because apparently I'm just fucking myself through the grid. If feels good to spend time with Charles and I catch myself way too often lost in his eyes or the way he talks. He gets all excited and his eyes start shining when he talks about driving or his family or in general something he loves. And he starts to ramble as soon as he's passionate about something. His accent is stronger when he's all excited. I've noticed a lot of things about him in the last few days and weeks.
On one hand I really like that new side of him that I get to know, on the other it's a lot harder to hide my feeling for him. Every time he texts me, I start smiling at my phone and I get happy when I'm just talking to him. It's like a silly little school crush and it's even sillier because I know that he would never want the same. It strangely hurts and I can't even comprehend why. It's not the first time I had a crush on someone but with Charles it feels different. Even when I try to keep distance to him it doesn't really work. I am fully aware that this is going to hurt one day but I really don't find myself in any position to care about it. I remember what Lando told me about it. 'You know he will get a girlfriend one day and you'll be miserable. Stop this as long as you still can' 'we both know how he is, he will just mess with you one day and it'll affect you and your career do you really want that?' It'strue. That's how Charles used to be and how I always talked about him but I'm genuinely convinced that this was never really him.
"Lilly" someone puts their head on my shoulder. I flinch at the sudden contact before looking to the right and seeing Charles leaning against me. I sigh when I realise I can't stop the smile on my face.
"mhh?" I ask.
"what we're you thinking about?" He asks. "I asked you something but you weren't reacting, everything okay?"
'Why' I think to myself. 'Why Charles Leclerc do you have to be like that. Why do you pretend to care and why do you make it so hard for me to just go back to hating you.'
