why do you hate me?

9- Canada

14.06.2022-20.06.2022

It's pretty late when we arrive in Canada. I slept the entire time just so I didn't need to talk to Charles. I don't think he would've talked to me either but anyways.

I quickly rush to my hotel since I really don't want to waste time with paparazzi.

The moment I arrive in my hotel I hear my phone ringing.

"Babe, I saw you just arrived?" I smile at Lewis' face on my display.

"well hello to you too you stalker" I laugh lightly.

"can I come over?" he asks and I immediately nod. I still haven't figured my feelings out towards Lewis so the more time I spent with him the better. He smiles at me before hanging the phone up and not even ten minutes later I hear someone knock on my door.

Lewis immediately wraps his arms around me and starts kissing me.

"missed me that much?" I ask him but he doesn't answer.
"alright Lewis what is going on?" he looks a bit nervous.

"I like you Lilly" he says and I don't really see the problem. "like a lot and I love what's been going on lately, but I don't want us to fool around anymore. I want to be with you and tell everyone that you're my lovely girlfriend" he smiles at me and I smile back at him.

"who knew you could say such sweet things" I say before pressing a quick kiss to his lips. "my boyfriend" I add and he attacks my lips again. The kiss gets heated from there pretty fast and soon I find myself laying in my bed in nothing but my underwear, Lewis above me kissing down my body. Sex with him was always great but today it felt a lot more intimate. He was softer and put more emotion into everything he did. It turned me on to no end. Well probably a bit too much if the message I see afterwards on my phone is anything to go by.

French man 🥖🇫🇷
Can you please keep it down a bit? The boys and I are over at Charles' and we're trying to have a civilized conversation...

I'm red as a tomato as I type my answer.

Lilly
sorry I guess...

French man 🥖🇫🇷
you're not actually are you?

Lilly
not one bit. Can't my boyfriend and I just have some fun without our neighbors annoying us?🙄😂

I add the laughing emoji so he knows I'm not being serious.

French man 🥖🇫🇷
can you come outside for a second?

I get up and put on some underwear as well as an oversized shirt of Lewis.
He's sleeping peacefully in my bed.

I knock on Charles' door and Pierre opens it instantly, Lando standing close behind him. "what is it?" I ask before quietly closing the door.

"Your fucking boyfriend?" Pierre shout-whispers at me with wide eyes. He pushes me through the room to the little balcony.
I just shrug and sit down at the bench. The two boys sit down next to me.

"so you're officially a thing now?" Lando asks

"I guess yeah." I answer him.

"and?" he looks at me with a questioning look.

"what?" I ask and look around to see if Charles is anywhere. I don't really want him to hear that conversation. I can only see some of the other boys sitting on his bed and laughing about something.

"he's in the bathroom don't worry" Pierre says with a smug smile. "you know it's wrong to be with someone, when you love someone else" he continues and i look at him with wide eyes.