Hey
It's 4th, soon to be 5th tbh so I gotta right this really fast.
Have you ever heard about hollow, that is exactly what I feel rn. But also sad.
I think about what should I become because I've always been worried about regrets.
Butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt (my hands are paining fron so many t's)
Know there are just some things I wanna do but I'm hella scared like really really scared. And it's because of my parents and actually I should be because I'm living off their expenses rn. I'm always afraid that they'll never let me be alone or tie me up like they have rn. And I just wanna be free, even if it means living on streets at 7 degrees. It doesn't matter anymore.
JK
It does.
But the point is I just wanna live myself, no boundaries, no fear.
And that's what I'll do now.
Every step of my fucking life will take me towards my freedom. I know I will do it. Because more than anything a fearless me matters rn. Even if it takes me away from parents. It doesn't matter.
There's so many things I wanna do.
Get a glowup
Change who I am
Being a world citizen
Just soooo much.....
I'll do it, won't I?
Btw, I got 3 reads. I never thought anyone would read this (idk why you people are reading this). But still it got me all jumpy and excited so super super thanks to y'all.
Bye guys, have fun
Only a minute left to 5th....
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The Diary Of A Lonely Girl By Esmeray Love
Non-FictionAs the title suggests, I'm lonely. 110% of people in this world are. But that's not the point. I'm a mix a lot of things, a lot of emotions, but I've always denied that one emotion. That scared me to death. But here I am doing something I promised I...
