my painfull love story part -2

Chapter -26

Varun - I drove to hospital. My thoughts are running wild. I don't know I'm so scared for both.

Why I'm so scared for them. What are they for me.
Nothing right. But why I'm feeling pain .

Why I'm feeling guilt.

I ran inside. There she is. Sitting alone and crying.

I sat beside her. And put my hand on her shoulder.

She raised her head from her lap and her eyes were red of crying .

She holded my shirt tightly and started crying.

She hugged me and lay her face on my chest and started crying

Vidya - varun, look ayush is inside. Doctors are saying he lost so much blood. They are operating him. My little one is suffering varun because of me.

It's my mistake I left him alone in that house.

Varun - vidya look at me nothing will happen to your son. Don't worry. Stop crying. You need to be strong .

Suddenly she looked at me with anger and sadness in her eyes.

And stroked her tears.

Vidya - I'm sorry. Yes my son. Sorry for ruining your shirt.

And I can take care of my son. You may leave.

Varun - vidya what happened. I have not said anything wrong.

Sorry if I hurt you. Please tell me I will call your husband.

Vidya - enough varun, leave me now. I can take care of myself and my child.

Please go. Please leave me alone.

Varun - I left the place. She is crying even more.

Vidya - I'm sorry varun. I know your situation. But in my situation I need you by my side. I need your support. But I can't take it you talking your son.

He is our son. I can't say it you.

He left the place. I'm all alone.

Varun - I sat in my car while thinking about her. Suddenly someone knocked the door.

I opened the window.

Orphanage member - hii sir, have you remember me. How is your wife vidya and your child.

Varun - wait what are you talking .

My wife?

Orphanage member - yes sir your wife
You adopted a child too .

Varun - stop it there. I adopted and I'm married.

My head started spinning and my eyes became blur.

Please leave me alone

He left the place.

I just layed on the steering.

I can hear the crying of her. Suddenly when I lift my head someone is slapping his wife

What the hell. I stopped him. And. Hitted him.

Stranger -  sir, don't hit me. Every husband beats their wife sir.

Varun - shut up. It's not correct to hit a person.

They left the place. I sat on the car still no guts to go inside.

I slept in the car.

Hospital, crying. Varun I lost my baby. You are responsible for this.

I need my baby. I need my baby varun.

Vidya please don't cry. I can't see you like this. Please stop it.

And another flash, varun please please don't hit me. It's too painful. I haven't done anything.

Will you stop or I will rip your skin. I removed my belt and started hitting and I can see her face. It's vidya.

I'm beating her mercilessly. Day after day she is suffering.

Her body full of lashes. She left me and arpitha came back.

I love you vidya........

I gasped for air. I can't breath.

What have I saw in my dream.

Oh my God. Why it's feeling so real.

I went inside and still she is there sitting

I took her hand and I saw there is a ring on her finger.

It's my grandma ring. I only gave to the most loved person of my life.

She is staring at me with confusion

Vidya - varun what happened. Why are you still here. Please leave .

Varun - I'm sorry vidya. I'm really sorry. I hugged her tightly. She didn't protested.

She stroked my back and I can feel the touch.

She started asking me, what happened varun, why are you crying.

I'm sorry vidya. I'm sorry for your suffering

Vidya - varun, don't cry what happened. You can stay don't cry.

We both sat like that for four hours.

Doctors came out and I asked desperately .

Doctor - don't worry. He is fine. He needs 24 hours observation then we can discharge.

By the way is he your husband.

I stared at him blankly. I dont know what to say.

Suddenly he said. Yes doctor he is my son.