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we have this week off to take care of violet. i can't believe she thought we cheated on her. we all love her so much. i will admit i have been a bit depressed since she told us. considering how we started out, i can understand a little bit where she is coming from.

i watch from the kitchen how everybody takes care of her. i feel like i don't deserve to be in there with them. jungkook has been plastered to her side since we found her. when she refused his touch and kicked us out of the room, he was devastated. i have never seen him cry so hard. i think jimin was in shock. he hasn't really talked about it yet. i know he will eventually. probably with taehyung since they are best friends.

"whatcha thinking about over here?" jin says, startling me.

"nothing really. just glad she is home and safe."

"then why haven't you spoken to her since she walked in the door? don't think i didn't notice that when we went to visit, you didn't speak much then either." he replies.

i sigh. "i just can't believe she thought we would cheat."

"you can't blame her. if you're asleep and your dream is super realistic, then you will react to that when you wake up. especially if you didn't know it was a dream. she has apologised to all of you. she feels horrible about it still."

"i know. i just feel that if she thought that was possible when she woke up, maybe she has doubt in her mind about us. about me."

"oh, baby. i'm sure that's not true. i think you two need to sit down and have a long overdue talk. but for now, come with me and we'll go to bed."

he grabs my hand and we head into his room. it's the biggest one in the house since he is the oldest. as soon as the door shuts, he shoves me against it and kisses me aggressively. i am shocked. jin is submissive to me. he has never been like this before.

soon enough i respond to the kiss and switch our positions. when i have him against the door, i tap his leg and he jumps up and wraps his legs around my waist. i move from his mouth down his jaw and to his neck.

"i want you to fuck me hard." he breathes into my ear.

i spin us around and make my way over to the bed where i toss him. he bounces softly and looks at me with a smirk. he knows i'm about to go hard on him.

i grab his hand and sit him up and kiss him while removing his shirt. when the shirt is gone, i release him from the kiss and he falls back on the bed. i can see the large tent in his pants.

"you want me that bad baby?" i say, running my palm over his bulge.

he moans and lifts his hips up wanting more friction.

i open the button on his pants and lower the zipper before slowly pulling his pants and underwear down. when his cock pops free, i lick the tip before moving back and removing his pants from his legs. i remove my shirt and pants. it's hard not to feel wanted, when he watches me do this and licks his lips when my bottoms come off.

i stalk towards the bed and when i am close, he leans forward to try to grab my dick with his mouth but i step back.

"did i say you could do that?"

"n-no daddy." he says.

"i didn't think so. only good boys get to suck daddy's cock."

"i'm a good boy daddy."

"you are aren't you baby boy." i say, grabbing his head and shoving my dick in his mouth.

he moans around it and i throw my head back. my goodness, he is good with his mouth. after a few minutes, i grab his head and face fuck him. i know he likes when i do this. he usually has to beg for it but i'm feeling generous tonight.

i step back my cock pops out of his mouth with a loud smacking sound.

he lays back and i crawl over top of him. i attach my lips to his neck. i know i can't leave any visible marks, but i want to so bad. i opt for the next option. i move down to his hips and attach my lips there. i make a dark mark in the v leading down to his generous cock. meanwhile he makes the most delicious sounds.

without warning, i flip him over. while i use my tongue on his puckered hole, i reach my hand out for the lube across the bed. i continue to abuse his hole with my tongue for a while longer, knowing it's one of his favorite things.

i apply the lube to my cock, giving it a couple of pumps before pouring some down his crack. slowly, i spread it around. i push one finger in. it goes without resistance. i growl.

"have you been playing with yourself without permission?"

"i-i fing-gered myself in the sh-shower." he says.

i position myself at his entrance. "good. then i won't need to continue." i say and shove my way in.

he lets out a load moan. i still once i am inside. i want to be rough, not cruel so i give him a moment to adjust. with the slight nod of his head, he lets me know he's good.

i pull almost all the way out and slam back in. i do this multiple times. pull out slowly, slam back in. pull out slowly. slam back in.

"joonie, please!" jin begs.

without responding, i pick up the pace. i grab his hips and pull him back into me with every thrust.

"oh god! yes! right there joonie!" he yells.

i continue to hit his prostate over and over again until he can't take it anymore and cums all over the sheets. i'm not done. i don't even feel close. i continue in this manner and by the time i cum, jin has three times.

"i'm sorry if i was too rough, baby." i say, his hair off of his sweaty forehead.

"don't apologise. that was some of the best sex i've had in a while." he says, chuckling softly.

"hey, don't sleep yet, we need to change the sheets."

he nods sleepily and stands up.

"just sit in the chair baby. i will change the sheets." i say. he instantly sits in the chair, nodding off as i strip the bed.

i finally get the bed changed and look over at the chair. he is sitting with his feet curled up under him and his head has fallen over to the side. i go over and pick him up and place him in the bed before climbing in next to him. i lean over and turn off the lamp, cuddling in behind him and wrapping my arm around his waist, pulling him close.

"i love you joonie." he says softly and sleepily.

"i love you too, jinnie." i say before falling asleep to his deep rhythmic breathing.