Hyunlix ~ ONESHOTS

🖤 I Can't Love You In the Dark 🖤

If you couldn't tell already from the title, this oneshot is inspired by Adele's song "Love in the dark"

The idea behind this oneshot is a secret relationship, but one of the boys isn't a fan of it being "secret" anymore...

This oneshot includes:
-angst?
-sadness :[
-breakup with feelings attached
-dramatic stuff

🤍Enjoy🤍

"Take your eyes off of me so I can leave-"

Just great.

Splendid

The two were fighting. Again.

"Lix, you know I love you, why do you have to ask such a dumb question?!"

"Jinnie, it isn't DUMB! Why do we have to keep us a secret?!?! If you loved me, you wouldn't care about if people knew or not!!!!"

"Lix, you know how I feel about people knowing!"

"Yes, I know. But that doesn't mean I understand."

"I'm far too ashamed to do it with you watching me-"

"I just...."

"What?"

"I just don't want people to know, okay? That's the end of it."

"...."

"Lix..."

Hyunjin reached out for Felix, but Felix backed away.

"Jinnie, you know it's killing me to keep us a secret. I. Can't. Stand. It."

"Lix... c'mon -"

"No, Hyunjin..."

That was the first time Felix had used Hyunjin's ACTUAL name in a long time.

"This is never ending, we have been there before-"

Hyunjin was frozen, waiting for Felix to continue speaking.

"You don't get it Hyunjin, you really don't."

Hyunjin opened his mouth as if about to say something, but closed it a second later, as he didn't know what to say.

"Please stay where you are, Don't come any closer-"

"Hyunjin, I love you, I promise you I do, but I can't love you in secret..."

Felix could feel his eyes starting to sting from the tears welling up in his eyes.

"Y-you don't m-mean-"

Hyunjin struggled against the urge to not collapse to the floor and sob.

"Don't try to change my mind, I'm being cruel to be kind-"

Felix took a minute before he started to speak once again.

"Hyunjin please understand me..."

"Felix closed his eyes as tears fell down his cheeks.
Hyunjin looked to him, hoping, praying, he wasn't going to say what he thought he was.

"Hyunjin, I can't love you in the dark..."

"I can't love you in the dark-"

Hyunjin's heart shattered as he heard the words leave Felix's lips.

"W-what...?"

Felix felt the tears falling from his eyes more and more.

"Hyunjin, we're done. If I can't love you without having to worry about if people can see or not, I can't love you at all..."