Un-Alive

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Sometimes I want to hurt myself
Not enough to kill myself
Just enough to feel anything at all.
Sometimes I bleed
All over this page
Bleeding memories and thoughts
Word vomit that I think helps me.
Hopefully it helps you too.

Sometimes I like to bleed
Don't judge me I just need the hit
Of dopamine.

Sometimes I want to un-alive myself.
I know it would hurt you,
But pain is temporary they say.

The heart and mind have a way of moving on
Except mine never have
All they do is mourn the loss of us

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