I don't use heroin anymore
But sometimes when I want to end it all
It sounds nice.
I don't use meth anymore
But sometimes when I'm tired and there's so much left to do
It starts to make me think
I don't use oxy anymore
But sometimes, when my back aches and my legs are sore
It doesn't sound so bad anymore
I don't use Molly anymore
But sometimes, I could use the serotonin
I don't use ecstacy anymore
But sometimes when I want to dance
It seems more fun
I don't drink anymore
But sometimes when I'm being awkward
It feels like it could help.
I don't use anymore
But sometimes my veins ache and cry for more
But I don't use anymore.
That's all anybody ever cared about
Not what I was using for
But just that I was using at all
Not the disease I was trying to treat
But the problem they saw with my medication
So I don't use anymore
And honestly
I'm far less happy now.
But I don't use anymore
So you're happy right?
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Poems for the Mentally Damaged
Poesiea collection of poems I'm constantly working on. For those who know the suffering of mental health issues and those who humor my simple way of coping which is of course to write more poems to relate to from my darkest and saddest to the hopes of a y...