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Chapter 20 : Us.

It's been a couple days since I've been staying over at Jake's place. Things between Heeseung and I changed and I wasn't sure if I liked it or not. He's never done anything bad and has always been so kind to me. But a big part of me wants to believe Jake's words.

Of course, staying at his place has brought us closer together. Occasionally there would be some heated tension between us. But he never really told me how he felt towards me. It feels almost as if he was using me. But he would never. The way he looks at me and spends time with me we're genuine. I could tell.

These moments reminded me of when I spent my free time with Heeseung. It made me miss him in a way. I wish things could go back to the way they were when I had a great friend group.

And there was always Jungwon too. Seems he's over me as I see him talking to other girls in the hallways. He would still throw some flirtatious words during work but I always ignored them and treated him as a friend. He never minded so I was happy with that.

"Y/n." I looked up at Jake. He tilted his head towards my phone on the counter. An incoming call. I was too deep in thought as I didn't even notice it vibrating beside me.

I picked up my phone to see who it was and hung it up. I went back to eating my breakfast.

"Heeseung again?" Jake asked.

I nodded in response as he also went back to eating.

Heeseung has been calling and texting me everyday. But I haven't answered a single one. Don't get me wrong, I really want to. But Jake always told me to stay away from him, even at school.

Sometimes Heeseung would come up to my locker but Jake would always pull me away to keep me from talking to him. I felt bad. I only know Heeseung has good intentions to talk to me.

Ever since Jake has been being there for me, I should trust him. He wants what's best for me.

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"That is my new favorite movie." I said to Jake who was sitting besides me on the couch. It was late at night and we decided to watch a movie together as neither of us could fall asleep.

"I told you. I can't believe you've never seen it, it's such a classic." He said smiling at me.

"I know right. I really liked it." I faced him.

"I knew you would." His eyes drawn to my lips as he came in close.

He connected our lips, putting his hand on my waist pulling us closer. I kissed back as he pulled me over, sitting on his lap facing him. My hands went up into his blonde soft hair. He groaned from the tension between our hips. His hands traveled up my shirt, sending shivers down my spine.

His lips moved to my jawline and down my neck. I accidentally let out a small breathy moan from the love bites he gave me. His hands tugged on my shirt, pulling it up and tossing it on the floor. He reattached our lips before taking his own shirt off a moments later. Even though it was dark inside, the light from the tv revealed his prominent abs and toned arms.

"Wait." I suddenly pulled away causing the other to frown a little.

"What is it?" He asked softly.

"I need to ask you something."

"Can it wait a little longer?" He smiled and dove into my neck placing kisses over the preexisting hickeys.

"Jake, it's important." He leaned back again.

"Is something wrong?" He asked.

"No, no, it's just..." I paused before looking him in the eyes. His puppy shaped eyes made me want to melt in that very moment.

"What are we exactly?" I finally asked him. "I mean, you take me out almost everyday, I've been staying here for the past week, and we have our, you know, moments. A lot, actually."

"What are you saying?"

"I'm saying, friends don't do what we do." I admitted. "It's even more upsetting because I like you a lot. It's confusing for me."

"You like me?" He asked me. Well, now I feel embarrassed.

I nodded as a reply and he smiled.

"You're so cute when you get shy." He chuckled, resting his hands around my waist.

"Do you, like me back?" I asked slowly.

"Y/n, of course I do. There is no other person that I have ever liked as much as you." He smiled.

"Really?"

He kissed me on the forehead. "Really."

My hands that rested around his nape, pulled him into a deep kiss.

Another soft groan came out of him, picking my legs and wrapping them around his waist. While he did this, he covered my neck in kisses, sucking and biting causing a moan to slip from my mouth. He reconnected our lips as he walked down the small hallway and carried me into his bedroom.

Shortly reaching the end of the bed, he set me down, making the mattress bounce and not allowing the kiss to break apart.

"I love you, y/n." He suddenly confessed.

"I love you too." I said as he smiled.

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The bell rang as my last class ended. I looked out the window beside me and saw the snow still falling since this morning. It's already December and winter break was going to start at the end of this week. Time seemed to be moving fast.

Just a few week prior, I snuck into Heeseung's and I's dorm while he was at soccer practice to grab more of my stuff. I haven't officially moved out yet, as I booked the dorm for the whole year.

I picked up my stuff and started heading out the classroom to meet Jake for his game. Our school was divided in two sections. That meant we had two soccer teams who were rivals. Of course, I was on Jake's side. Today he was playing against Heeseung's team.

"Y/n!" A hand turned me around, stopping me in my tracks.

"Can we please talk?" Heeseung asked.

"You have a game today, you'll be late." I said and tried walking away again but he caught my hand making me stop again.

"Please, just listen to me for a second?" He asked. I looked into his eyes and saw some sort of sadness in them. They didn't have the same sparkle from before.

"Fine." I agreed.

"Look, I'm sorry for yelling at you and hurting you back at the Halloween party. I didn't mean for it to come out that way. Please forgive me?" He said.

Accepting his apology doesn't mean that I would continue to talk to me. It's the least I could do.

"I forgive you." I said. He immediately smiled and hugged me, but I softly pushed him off a few seconds after.

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Heeseung's pov:

"Can you come back to the dorm?" I asked.

"I don't know." She sighed. "I've been staying with Jake for a while."

I knew it.

"Please? I want things between us to go back to normal." I asked again.

She looked down at the floor and then back up at me.

"I'll see." She said. I smiled at her.

"I've missed you, y/n."

She gave me a soft smile.

"I'll see you later, Hee." She said before she walked away.

First step, get y/n to come back to the dorm, check.

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