Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! Well, I don't really know what to say because my sister is always the one who updates and the one who write the author's note but I'll do my best haha. We want to thank you all, for reading, commenting and voting! And don't stop commenting because your comments usually make us laugh!
Oh, I almost forgot about it! After reading your comments, we've seen most of you prefer Naddie, so that's the official name for them. But anyway, call them whatever you want to call them, it doesn't matter.
I think I don't have to say anything else, so here's chapter 32 (it's so short but it's so important too!) We hope you like it and enjoy this beautiful song by James Blunt!
Love you guys. xxx
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'I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile, I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child, I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears, and you know mine, had our doubts but now we're fine.
And I love you, I swear that's true, I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me'.
“I can’t trust you…not right now, at least.”
I broke down when I heard her words; I was on the edge of crying, but I didn’t let the tears show. However, she couldn’t hold them any longer and a couple of them streamed down her face.
“And what are we going to do?”, I asked.
“It’s over, Niall, over”.
“But there’s gotta be a way to work this out…”
“Not this time”.
“There’s always a way, Maddie…”
“I don’t know if…”
I couldn’t help it and I placed my hands on her cheeks, pulling her closer to me. I kissed her and she followed me, although both of us knew that it wouldn’t probably change anything. I pulled her even closer to me, leaving no space between our bodies, and continued kissing her softly. After a few minutes she parted away and sighed.
“Why did you do that?” , she whispered.
“Because I needed to”.
“Niall, it’s over, and that kiss won’t change anything”.
“But…”
“I have to go”.
“Don’t you want to speak about this?”
“There’s nothing left to say, don’t make this any harder…”
“Maddie…”
“I’m not going to stay, don’t try it any more”.
I understood that whatever I did she wasn’t staying with me, that I had to give her some space and time.
“Alright”, I finally said.
“Goodbye Niall”.
“See you soon Maddie”.
And with those last goodbyes, she left. I sat on the floor and started to cry. I was literally in pieces. I heard someone walking to me.
“Is she gone?”
I lifted my head, it was Harry. I didn’t even remember he was still there. He sat next to me while I kept on crying.
“Niall, I’m sure you’ll soon find another, don’t worry”.
“But I don’t want another one, I want her!”
“You’re 19, you still have your whole life to find the one”.
“Don’t you realice she’s the one for me?”
“Niall, look at the bright side of this”.
“And which one is the bright side of this?”
“You guys just need some time, you’ll see that everything will be fine soon”.
He pulled me into a hug and then we came in.
Maddie’s POV
After leaving Niall’s house I started to cry even more than before. I headed off to Danny’s place and when I rang the bell, it was Dougie who opened the door. Without thinking it twice, I ran into his arms and hugged him.
“What happened?”, he whispered.
I didn’t answer.
“Niall?”, he asked.
I nodded and he held me tighter. When he let go, we came into the living room, where Danny was. I told them everything that happened, from beginning to end. I couldn’t help but cry the whole time. “But why did you break up with him?”, Danny asked.
“Because I can’t trust him anymore, not like I did before”.
“But Maddie, you love him”.
“I know, but he lied to me, he told Dylan everything…”
“Yes, but does it matter? He loves you, and you love him”.
“But Dougie, he lied to me”.
“I know it hurts, but relationships work that way. You’re always going to have your ups and downs, but at the end you get up together”.
“Wow that was deep”, Danny joked, and I couldn’t help but laugh.
“I don’t know, I need some time to think about it”.
After a couple of hours I went home. I opened the door and saw Leigh running to me.
“I told you to think before speaking! Why did you break up with him!?”
“How do you know?”
“Harry told me everything”.
“Oh.”
“Don’t you have anything to do?”
“I need some time to think, that’s it”.
“Maddie please, just tell me you’re going to get back together”.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do Leigh! I don’t know how I feel, or if I trust him or not!”
“But how come don’t you know?”
“Leave me alone!”
I ran to my room and slammed the door. I sat on my bed and grabbed my guitar. I started to write something on a paper, whatever than went through my mind.
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