I want his heart
I want his touch
I want everything about him
But it's all stuff I can't have
He's unobtainable
He's like a needle in a haystack
Never mind that;
A specific needle in an entire pile of needles
I can never reach him
Never quite figure out how
I can't understand him
Only my emotions
People tell me to make the move
I try
He never even notices me
His friends pick on him for it so I stop
He stops as well
My heart aches
Knowing I've ruined another persons life
—Lila • May—
