AUTUMN/Bbangsaz (NJ FF SERIES 1)

chapter eight

Have you ever fell in love like crazy?, but love is crazy isn't it? It was the feeling of pent up emotions where you just want to be with the girl you dream about.

Minji feels that as Hanni's head is perfectly place at her chest hearing her heart beat, like a it's having a chaos. Hanni's hand is moving at her chest to the length of her neck softly.

"You're crazy... You know it right?" Hanni asks her

"I think that's makes me perfect... Perfect for you" Minji mumble as she place her hand on Hanni's waist and form some circle in there

"minji... " she almost whisper her name and that make the latter chuckle

She take her time to stare at Hanni's beautiful face. She really don't need no make up to be beautiful because Hanni is beautiful by herself and it's amazing that how can be a woman like Hanni is trully have resemblance with an Angel.

"You should sleep now my pham hanni" she whisper between her lips and the lady's forehead

"No..." She whined and pout

"Why?" Minji asks as she tucked those hair strands at the back of Hanni's ear

"Because for sure when i wake up you're not here anymore... "Minji chuckle and comb the lady's hair with her digits

" i can't stand a day without you... What did you do to me Pham Hanni?" She asks softly Hanni's cheeks turn into rosy pink from her questions

"The question is what did you see in me Kim Minji?" The question that Minji has a lot of answer but she didn't knew how to explain it.

"I don't know how to answer that Pham Hanni... I just fell... I just like you" she mumble as her heart pound so fast like it usually does maybe that is Hann's effect on her young heart.

"I think i like you too... " Hanni uttered and when truth to be told it gave hopes to Minji that at least she has a chance "but i can't accept you as my girlfriend Minji" that's it those phrase all of Minji's hope faded away she gulp the invisible lump on her throat but she didn't budge to pull out of the hug

"W-why?... Uhm... I mean why?" She said as she found herself stuttering thats why she cleared her throat and asks again but her heart is breaking into four

"I have a fiancé... S-Soobin" Hanni was afraid, scared and sad what if Minji change in the way she treats her?, what if she'll never feel that kind of warmth from Minji again? She do, she like her,maybe love her too but she's engage and its wrong

"Yeah i know... " minji whisper as tears swell from the corner of her eyes "he is my cousin...he'll be back in Wednesday" she said and pulled out of the hug to gave herself a little space she tried to stood up but Hanni can feel it so she trap the older girl on her arm and pull it back on the bed.

"Don't... Please... Don't go... I love you... " Hanni pleads she knew that if she didn't cage her in her arms she'll lose Kim Minji.

"Shh... Its okay Pham Hanni... I accept rejection" Minji said and lean down to caress her cheeks but she expects more than that more like a peck kiss. She held Minji's wrist afraid that she'll be gone "im not going anywhere Hanni... " Minji reassure

"Minji... " she felt the latter burry her face at the hollow of her neck and grip her sides nails digging and within a seconds she feel the wetness at her neck "a-are you c-crying?" She stuttered