Anime One Shots ❤︎ LGBTQ+ Edition❤︎

life update for those who care

so im not dead, again, life has just been very busy and living with my family really caused me to not be motivated

also genshin impact still has a choke hold over my life but i think everyone knew that already

as far as one shots go, i dont really have anything planned, nothing that im super excited to write about. definitely want to write some aromantic stuff but im not sure what yet, still cooking

oh yeah i also moved out into an apartment so thats something, moved in a little over a month ago but then bought persona 3 portable and persona 4 golden like six days after i moved in which is how ive been spending all my time as soon as i get off work

basically i have been working morning shifts so i get off work at 2:30, home at 3, start playing persona 3 portable at 3:30, play until my laptop is about dead (about 6), cook/eat dinner, then asleep at 9

now do that for a month and boom you have wasted a month

but anyway thats not want i want to talk about here

im starting college in two days (took a gap year) with a very busy schedule on top of working cause i have bills to pay literally i dont know how i will have time to do anything including homework but ill figure it out

so yeah, im not dead but dont expect any posts coming out anytime soon

unless i get sick, i always write something long when im sick lmao

i have a tragic amount of drafts for everything but i mainly wanted to talk about the books i want to write

as you already know; the seventeen series is still a work in progress, with the new bungou stray dogs seasons coming out i will get around to publishing this series

same with when you wish upon a satellite even though no one is reading it, i got my friend invested in it and swore that the day i leave wattpad for good is the day i finish that damn book, its so mid, very okay, but i fucking love it

other lgbtq+ books are also in the works and i honestly cant remember if i have said anything about them yet, so i wont, but just know they are also in the works

that being said i dont plan on leaving wattpad anytime soon, even though i tell myself i will whenever i see another 12 year old making the exact same comment that has been made since i was 12, come on guys cant you be more original lol

now then thats all i have to say as far as wattpad related stuff going, from here on is going to be more personal

so, uh, i started this book when i was 16 at the very end of 2020 on a whim

i was already known for my one shots but i am lgbtq+ (from here on out im gonna use the word gay) so i wanted to write gay one shots

in these past almost three years i have grown so much, sure i still lock myself away in a room and dont socialize but i have gotten so much better at it, i dont start shaking just by being in public, i have conversations with my coworkers (and i know that sounds dumb but listen i didnt talk in high school so this is like a mile stone for me)

dont get me wrong i still hate going places by myself, i would never go to a mall alone or shopping for clothes by myself (im still working on that) but i know i can get to that point it just takes time

i got a good job and saved a lot of money so now i live alone and its been so great, really helped me with some stuff and i hope to continue down this path

the thing that i feel like i should make a statement about is:

im not bisexual

not totally sure if im a man or whatever

i dont like men, at all, just post time skip dimitri from fire emblem three houses

i personally say my sexuality is "gay gay homosexual gay" because i have no clue if just liking woman makes me a lesbian or straight

and honestly, i dont care

i know i got some aro and ace in me but like i said i dont care

my end goal is clear, i know what i want, so whatever all this makes me doesnt matter to me

im still me, a dumbass, at the end of the day

ive known that i dont like men for some time now but never removed the "bi" from my profile about page, thing, because im still gonna write for men

writing a relationships about men doesnt bother me

and from all the persona 3  ive been playing it has been very clear to me that i dont project onto characters (which is what youre supposed to do, especially with persona games), including (y/n)'s, so maybe that why im comfortable writing whoever

also apart of me is worried that if i keep "male" in my bio (whatever that thing is called on here) and then put "homosexual" people will think i like men but no i dont like men but yes please think that im a cis man but no i am not a lesbian and sorry but im too old to put "women liker"

but then i realized that the only people im worried about caring is you guys, the ones who read this book and even care to read this far into a life update post

anyways thats all

and no im not reading over this to make sure it makes since, i trust that you guys can make sense of my rambling

thank you for your continued support, lets hope college doesnt kill me

alright cool see you later

and as always be gay do crimes, be trans throw hands