Broken Angel and The Healer {Slow Update}

chapter - 16

Midnight

The gulf was sleeping peacefully and looking like a small baby with cute pouting lips whereas mew is still miles always from his sleep, it's not that he doesn't want to sleep but it just can't feel sleepy at all, so he decided to go to the balcony to get some fresh air...

Taking the last of his baby angel he went to the balcony, he couldn't absorb what happened in his baby's life, how much his baby was suffering from all these things by all its alone and losing a baby was the last thing when his angel baby shut down himself from everything and gave in his so called marriage...

Mew :- 'angrily while taking his frustration out' why? why? just why the damn hell my baby angel has to suffer all these things all alone? Why did he lose his baby the only hope of living that time? Why do I have to come late in his life? if, just if I could come sooner my angel doesn't have to go through all these messes, I'm sorry angel baby, I'm so sorry i wasn't able to protect you that time... 'in frustrating tone with crying'

Mew was so much in his own world that he didn't notice his angel baby's presence, gulf was just standing at the door while looking at his p'mew who is crying form him, who is blaming himself for everything which he didn't done, heck nothing in his hands that time but still he is taking the all the responsibilities of his angel baby suffering which made gulf crying silently while just looking at his phi...

Gulf :- it's not your fault p'mew, you are not responsible for anything, you didn't even know me back...

Mew :- 'shockingly' angel baby, you

Gulf :- yes phi me, and I'm telling you not to blame yourself it's not you to blame, it's my destiny to be blamed, it's me who is blamed, I'm so weak that i couldn't save my baby phi, it's me who couldn't stand up for myself at first place, it's me who always let them take advantage, it's not you but me phi... 'stutting while crying his heart out'

Mew :- no angel baby you are not responsible for anything, you are not going to blame yourself, you are not allowed to take all the responsibilities which were not even yours...

Gulf :- no p'mew, if i could be strong back then, if i could raise my voice, if i could fight back then i didn't need to suffer like this, phi my baby he/she wouldn't leave me alone...

Mew :- shhh baby angel stop blaming yourself, stop thinking low of yourself, you are the strongest who had to hold everything for so long, and our baby must be proud of you, he/she must be so proud just to be a little part of your life, he/she was proud that you are going to be there momma but now seeing you like this they must be hurting themselves na, so please baby stop blaming yourself...

Gulf :- phi my baby, phi i lost my baby...

Gulf was crying in his p'mew arms and mew was doing everything to make him stop crying but the pain from which the gulf was going through was not easy to let go or understand, a mother who lost his/her baby suffered the most as compared to others but mew was equally suffering just by seeing his borken angel in his arms...

Soon gulf gulf's crying converted into soft sobbing but he is still in his p'mew arms, they are sitting at balcony where gulf sitting in between mew's legs with his back touching mew's whereas mew back hugging his angel baby and soon gulf are melting in warmth of security...

Gulf :- thank you p'mew

Mew :- for what

Gulf :- for coming into my life and helping me to fight for myself...

Mew :- hmm, but there is no need to thank me baby, you are already so strong for yourself but just scared of outcomes...

Gulf :- hmm, you are phi, it is not easy for me, i have given my 5 years in this marriage but see what i have left with nothing...