An Aesthete - A triangle love story

Chapter 53

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Notion podra alavuku perusa onnum illa namaha
Emotional thaan namaha
Saferside mathavanga munnadi padika venam namaha

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Veda

"Inimel nee un vazhkaila painting brush ah thodanumno illa left hand la ezhuthanmno nenacha ipo ellarum unnai paatha intha nilama thaan unaku nyabagam varanum."

His words and the wounds he gave me still haunts me. I don't know in what mindset I fell for Darshana. I made a mistake by thinking that I too can have a love life and happy family. I don't know what happened to me but all I wanted was to kill the ones who tried to harm Darshana. She doesn't deserve a person like me who is broken. She deserves someone who can only shower her with love and give her a stress free life.

I told her the truth of that evening's incident which pushed me to kill myself. So that she can know the depth to which I have been broken and that she will always have a life scarring for mine. Despite my efforts to send her away, she is still here hugging me close to her. Her arms feel warm and home but she doesn't deserve my darkness.

I collected the courage I needed and held her arms above her elbow and pulled her off me. "Last time ah solren, Shana. Poidu." I released her hands and turned away but she climbed on my lap. "Shana, enna panra?" She cupped my face and kissed me. I pushed her off me. "Po nu sonna puriyatha?"

"Kiss panren ye apo neenga sonalum naan pogamaten nu ungaluku puriyatha?"

(Introlude of O Saiyaan from Agneepath)

She removed her top and dropped it on the floor. Despite the darkness in the room and the fact that I can only see her silhouette, I closed my eyes. I placed my hands on the bed and fisted the bed covers. I felt her kissing my eyes and my forehead.

(Meri adhoori kahaani

Lo daastaan bann gayi)

She kissed my cheeks and slid her hands down my shoulders, arms and covered my fist.

"Shana, please stop this and leave. Illa na..." I sucked in a deep breath when she kissed my neck.

(Ho Tune chhuaa aaj aise

Main kya se kya ban gaya

Sehme huey sapne mere haule-haule angdaiyaan le rahe

Thehre huey lamhe mere nayi-nayi gehraiyaan le rahe)

"Illana enna panuvenga?" She whispered against my ear and locked her arms around my neck.

"Illana unna ithoda poga vidamaten. Neeye ponalum unna inga thirumba vara vaipen. Athukaaga naan intha veeta vitu veliya varavum thayanga maten." She kissed me passionately and this time, I kissed her back too.

I felt nervous to touch her but she took my hands and placed them against her waist.

(Zindagi ne pehni hai muskaan

Karne lagi hai itna karam kyun na jaane)

My right hand curled around her waist and my left hand glided up her back to hold the back of her neck, deeping our kiss.

(Karvat lene lage hai armaan phir bhi hai

Aankh num kyun naa jaane O Saiyyan...)

Her hands moved down my torso and pushed my tanks up before removing it off my body.

"Kanna thoranthu enna parunga, Veda." She circled her thumb at the back of my neck.

(Interlude)