For Mew there was nothing more important than caring for and protecting his little daughter, Thanya Jongcheveevat, from all the problems and adversities that life itself gives him. Mew is someone broken that at some point came to really love, but t...
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Mew look directly at Gulf eyes for several minutes, without saying a word, they remained in an important silence where you could only see without a doubt, fear, the greatest fear that no one can overcome but also sincerity and love existing in that very moment.
"P' What do you say?".
"Gulf... I... I"
"I know you are afraid, but please allow me to help you... Allow me to show you that everything I feel is real and sincere"
After that a message from Khalan makes him look away from Gulf. "When I return to Thailand, you better give me my daughter, or else it will be very bad for you" was the message she sent him, Mew couldn't help but make his eyes fill with tears for the simple fact that he didn't know what to do, his daughter, his love, he cannot live without his little girl, she has been everything to Mew and if one day her mother take her away, he will have no reason to be happy again.
Gulf looked at the older man, he knew something was wrong, but he couldn't get in any more than what it means, but he wants to help, he wants to make Mew happy and he can value himself more because he's a wonderful person, a person who can become very but very good. He approached Mew and pulled him towards him, hug him tightly, giving him the peace that at some point was taken from his life.
"Do you want to talk about it?", asked Gulf in a way suave.
"I...",Mew couldn't say a word, his heart hurt, it hurt a lot.
"P' does not need to keep all that pain that you has in you heart",Gulf said.
"I don't want my daughter to see me cry", Mew said between sobs. "She hates to see me sad, but now I showed myself so weak in front of her that I...".
"No!!, you doesn't have to be strong in front of anyone", Gulf said looking into his eyes. "Thanya just wanted to go and hug you tightly, so that no one hurts you again".
"I know... He always told me...".
"Do you want to go to the room?", Gulf asked softly.
"Let's go...".
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"Are you sure it's okay?"z Mew asked towards Yihwa.
"Yes Mew, don't worry, she's asleep right now", Yihwa said from the other line. "John gave her dinner recently and then she played with the children and from there she fell asleep".
"I'm really glad, thank you very much Yihwa", Mew said, sometimes he was affectionate with Yihwa as she was with him.
"It's nothing honey, you know you'll always count on us", she said happy to hear her friend calmer.
"Are you okay? We'll talk after that, okay?", Mew answered immediately.
"See you tomorrow", Mew cut the call and approach Gulf.
"P' can we sleep together?", Gulf asked w
ith some shyness.
"Is he shy now? After he told me his feelings, so cute",Mew thought.
Clearly for Mew it was something new, he didn't want to feel excited but he wasn't going to deny the younger even an opportunity for them to have a relationship, he was afraid, he had a daughter, he's already a father. Would it be okay to do all this?
"Hmmm", Mew let out a sound of affirmation.
The slightest enthusiasm, Gulf approached and lay down on the same bed as Mew, the opposite approached the same way and lay down next to Gulf. For a moment everything was silent and they just dedicated themselves to seeing each other, from one moment to the next everything had calmed down, the clock stopped, no sound around them woke them up from that little moment that seemed like the world had stopped. Mew felt his heart pounding, he knew it was too soon, they had to get to know each other better and thus know if he was ready, but his foolish heart couldn't help but beat hard when he saw the boy's eyes, seeing his eyes that always have a sparkle. They are the same, that beautiful smile that made his cheeks paint a very weak red color. Was he that weak? He didn't know, but his heart was pounding, he was afraid, afraid that he would get hurt and in the process his little Thanya would get hurt, he was afraid of delusions, he was afraid of being just a game once more.
"Are you sure of this?", spoke the older one, breaking the silence that was in the room, he took the younger one's cheek and caressed it with love and affection.
"I am someone who looks out for his daughter, someone who doesn't know if he will have time to..."
"We will cross all the challenges together", Gulf took the older man's hands and gave them a kiss. "I will accept each of the storms that will come".
Faced with looks full of love, affection, desire and above all honesty, their hearts beat to the beat, they were both afraid of not being able to be enough of each other, but they knew they had to go through this type of challenge.
Who said that love is easy and rosy?
Love is not only towards all the affection you have for that person who is important to you, love is not just an illusion where everything will be happiness, joy and shine, no, there will also be moments of doubt, fear, anger, and where the relationship hangs by a very thin thread, where love is fought. The reality of fears exists in damaged people who find it hard to believe in love easily, people who were hurt deeply and especially all the way by all those people who crossed the road to only hurt them, Gulf knew it, Mew knew it , but even so Gulf decided to love him, take care of him and collect all the pieces of Mew heart, as Mew decided to continue with his life and without fear of anything.
"Just follow your heart P'", Gulf said and approaching Mew
"You say to follow my heart...", Mew said softly. "But if my heart is in a thousand pieces...", Mew tears began to fall from his face. "Which piece should I follow?"
"You will take only one path", Gulf caressed his face with love. "Because I will take care of rebuilding it".
After that, Gulf settled better in the older man's chest, an act that surprised Mew but he didn't say a word. Was it true? Risk to love again? Damn! Those 4 years he lived in fear, and although in those 4 years his life changed, he must show all those who harmed him that. Mew Suppasit will not fall today... Nor tomorrow... Nor ever, he will fight to get ahead of this life what touched him
"Rest, Mew", said the younger. "I love you".
"Rest little boy, I love you too".
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