Only You

-31-

" Oh shut it, if anyone that is hurting is me for so many days now. After saying you'll try and then you gave up the second I held back, " Jin knows this isn't right, he's equally in the wrong. He wanted things to be this way, taehyung simply respected his decision.

" I did that to respect your boundaries, I didn't stop paying attention to you at all. I did my best, I tried, okay? I feared that you'll get scared if i am crossing any line, " taehyung defends himself, his voice rising a little,

" Then respect my boundaries again. Let me move away alone. I don't want you there, " his words are heavy and false. He knows they're like daggers thrown at taehyung, but he can not help himself. He's insecure and bitter.

Jin tries to look for any sort of comfort by putting his weight on the sofa, but no luck, he's still hurting.

" Not at all. You don't have to fret about it. I'll pack everything up and move with you, " There's no way taehyung will let Jin own his own in this condition.

" Stop trying to sabotage my career, taehyung. I'm pregnant, not paralyzed. Our marriage is already the dark reality I have to face every day. I need to get away. I can't keep seeing you an- " Jin stops speaking when he looks at taehyung's dull face, as if someone sucked life out of him, so pale and boring

" I've tried to make it easier for you, but you're just being too absurd and reckless with your words. " taehyung speaks with worry. He's anxious about Jin leaving, scared of the worst.

" I'm being reckless? Or you're reckless with your words and actions, I heard your conversation with yoongi, You said to him you're with me for the pup, and that's it. After that I didn't come to your room and not even once you tried to ask me if I'm okay. I couldn't sleep for a week, but you slept away. Then you go hang out with that omega all the time, leaving me alone at home. Do you have any idea how i felt, waiting for you to come to me? " Jin takes a deep breath. It's great he let it all out, the reasons he's so insecure and bitter.

Tae on the other hand was surprised with all the accusations thrown at him,
" I said that because you've made it clear about where we stand, is thatnot true? That omega is a hyung, who's married with a kid, he used to be my manger, he's here for a short time, "

" When was that? The last time we slept together in the same bed, or when I threw myself on you, or held your hand while walking together. And it doesn't matter who he is but you were away with him all night when I was at home waiting for you, " Jin feels his head get heavier,

" right, hyung is a problem, but holding hands with Kim namjoon isn't, " taehyung laughs, which he didn't realize had hurt Jin, " I genuinely thought you were happy jin, even if you don't believe me. I'm not a mind reader. How am I to know you're not sleeping? I did check up on your every night. Did I not? I just respected you. You said you'll let me help, I obliged. You said you wanted distance, I obliged? But during all this time never for once, I stopped caring for you, but it hurts me, I thought ill be able to do it but I can't have you sleeping in my arms knowing you'll be gone in few months, "

Jim ears perf up when he hears taehyung sniffle, his instictly move closer, " Right, this was what all of this is about. I know I said otherwise but I wanted you to put up a fight against me, I know you're not a mind reader but I wanted you to tell me off everytime I distanced you, I wanted you to hug me, scent me, hold me, "

" Yes, I failed you. Do you really not want me to come down to LA with you? "

Jin doesn't answer. He didn't really think about it. He did want taehyung with him, but he was too mad at taehyung while making the decision.

taehyung gets up from the sofa," I'll help you pack tell me when you need help, " taehyung stops and looks back, " and you can come and sleep with me, well never mind, I'll come sleep with you "

Jin still doesn't speak. He should. He should tell taehyung he wants taehyung to be there and that he still wanted taehyung to fight for him. But he's scared of what he's not sure.

He can hear taehyung sniffle. It's his turn to comfort taehyung. His turn to to reassure him, but he can't, he feel so pathetic. His mark was aching too much, why is it hurting so bad.

Jin didn't realize it when he tries to get up to go after Taehyung, he falls, the pain in his head way too excruciating.

Taehyung turns back to look at the source of noise, his hear stops. " seokjin, what's wrong " he reaches out to hold Jin in his arms, " pup wake up, " taehyung tries to wake him up but Jin was out, he makes a quick call to jin's doctor to come over, then calls jimin over,

The doctor is quick to stop by at their place after the call, he checks over Jin, the whole house was filled with distressed pheromones, taehyung wolf had been fretting inside, he's been crying despite jimin's effort to make it stop, " he's alright taehyung doctors checking on him, "

" It's all my fault, I should've noticed that he's not well, I'm so " taehyung cries harder, " Oh my God taehyung you know Jin fainted and he can still sense all that you're doing, stop it, it'll be alright "

Doctor come out of jin's room after checking him, " he's alright, just a case of high blood pressure. Stop by at hospital tomorrow the first thing in the morning, and Do not stress him out at all, and make sure he's eating and resting well, he'll be up in no time, "

Taehyung nods at all the instructions, he needs to go and check up on Jin,
" don't go inside like this Mr Kim, he can sense all your worry, calm down first " with that taehyung sits back down crying harder, jimin gives an apologetic looks to the doctor, " it's alright, pretty normal for a mated couple "

Jimin goes inside to check on Jin and stays there leaving taehyung alone outside to cry all he can,

" jimin? " he hears jins hoarse voice, " look at you, you're up you didn't even make a sound, "

Jin looks around the room, his hand, a drip on it, " where taehyung " Jin gets up from the bed, he's quick to rush out of the room, when he catches on to the distressed pheromones, " Oh my God, Jin stop, you're weak right now, "

Jin doesn't listen, he hurries out of the room, and catches a sight of taehyung crying, his eyes red shot and swollen, his heart clenches, " are you alright? " jin's voice comes out small, taehyung is up on his feet hearing jin's voice, " Why didn't you tell me you don't feel well, " taehyung holds back his cries, complaining,

Jin surprises taehyung by engulfing him in a bone crushing hug, " Stop crying, your eyes, they look hideous "

Jimin heart feels full, all of this confirms one thing, they're crazy for eachother, his bestfriend deserves all the love in the world do does Jin.