Only You

-37-

" What's with that disappointed look? Were you actually looking forward to seeing me in some sort of way, " Jin interrogates, the alpha standing in front of him,

" No, I think you should go to sleep, I have a script to read, "

" What script? I thought you were not going to do any film, " Jin gets up from the bed,

" well you're not going to be here anyways, I might as well just work while you're away, " taehyung scoffs, he didn't mean to but he did, he is bitter about all the things he'll be missing out on, he needs a distraction

" What was that for?  Also, I actually wanted to talk to you about that? If you can spare me some time, " Jin says, he is trying not to overthink what that scoff was about,

" i was just thinking about something, also I'm all ears, you don't have to ask like that, " taehyung sits on the couch in their room, putting the script away, Jin joins him, he sits quite close to taehyung, " might as well sit in my lap," taehyung teases, 

" Sure, " Jin takes over tae's laps,
" This is what you wanted, right? "

Tae subtly looks away, " I need you to listen, taehyung. I've been meaning to tell you this for some time. I think you should come with me to LA, "

When Jin says that he sees taehyung's face light up but it dulls the next second, " No, I don't think I should. Honestly, you were right about the whole sabotaging thing. I'll stay behind the scenes completely. Don't worry about it. In fact I've arranged two
specially trained body guards to join you on the trip, they're highly skilled alphas, they'll do a good job, I've seen their work, they have some high profile clients, " taehyung rambles on about body guards pissing Jin off,

" taehyung, can you please listen to what I'm saying. I'm asking you to join me, " Jin tries to get up from taehyung's lap but the older holds him down, " I'm sorry I was just, I didn't want you to think that's what I've been wanting. I need you to be happy and ace the whole thing. I shouldn't say this, I'm sad about missing out on some things like, gender reveal or pup's first kicks and your growing belly, I'll be missing on all that. But I don't want you to stop or think over your plans, "

Jin has dreamed about a man like this. Someone like taehyung is his. It's like God wanted to make up for all that he's been through. He couldn't help but feel vulnerable.

" I need you to be there for me taehyung, no you won't be sabotaging my career at all. I'm sorry for whatever i said earlier. Please come with me to LA, "

" Say no more, cub. I'll help you pack tomorrow and arrange a flight for myself, "

Jin lays his head on taehyung's chest, he could hear alphas heartbeat in sync of his own and their child, this is what being at peace is like,

Jin wishes he could ask taehyung to be his, in the back of his mind taehyung is already his. That's why he's so possessive over him, Jin starts to scent taehyung, " You're really comfortable with me now, "

" taehyung, I also think we are having a boy, "

" I have a feeling too, we'll know in some time, there's no hurry, " tae relaxes back on the couch. Script is all forgotten, laying flat on the coffee table, " Can you please trace our names on my back, like you do usually when I'm asleep or like that time when we had sex in bathtub, " Jin requests,

" Oh, I thought you didn't know, " Jin relaxes further in taehyung's embrace,

Taehyung's hands reach underneath jin's shirt, and he gently rubs jin's back, his slender finger delicately traces their names,

" life has been so hard on me taehyung, at first I thought you were no better, but then you proved otherwise, I've been mean and irrational but you've held back, I distanced myself from you but you held back, you treat me like a delicate petal, I wish I could let you hold me down for the rest of my life, us and our pup, and give you more babies, but no matter how much I try I can't allow myself, even though this is something I really need taehyung. But I don't want to ask you to wait because I am scared in the end I'll run away, and I don't want you to hurt because of me, not again. "

" you don't have to fall in love with me to hold me down, you already have me, all of me, it's fine if my feelings are never reciprocated, it's you or no one else, it's you who I imagine to settle down with, other than you as of yet there's no one else, "

Jin eyes widen. He stares at taehyung's face, " What do you mean by as of yet? "

Taehyung laughs, " Is that all you picked up on? "

" No, but if you do find someone else down the road, someone you like, you'll consider them? " Jin questions

" Well, I guess so, but chances of that
occurring are low, you cannot give someone your heart, especially when it's already with someone else, " taehyung stares jin's face, he sees how it had drained color earlier but now it's as if it had been bloomed again,

Jin eyes wander on taehyung's face. He kisses taehyung the next moment, it wasnt a rushed kiss. It was a gentle kiss that taehyung immediately reciprocated. He wraps his arms around jins, petite waist,

Out of breath when they pull back, at that moment Jin could see taehyung's eyes sparkling,

He feels a sudden rush of emotions he never wants to let go of, a feeling he wants to hold onto.