Calamity (Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)

Walk of Worries -46

Shawn and You exited the door in a heartbeat.
Your heart ached to tell Shawn what was on your mind... Real badly.
"Shawn". You began to speak as you were leaving the parking lot.
"Where do you want to go?"
"Away" he responded.
He grabbed your hand and began walking in the direction of a dark plaza.
"Okay... So do you know why I wanted to go for a walk?"
Shawn concentrated on you.
"Yeah".
Your face instantly went puzzled.
"You do?!"
"Y/N, I known you for over a year and I can tell that you wanted to talk about this for awhile".
Your hand clenched harder on his.
"Then what is it?"
Shawn looked at you.
"I'm waiting for you to explain that to me."
You looked to the ground as you were still walking with Shawn.
You didn't know how to speak the words, of trying to explain what was on your mind.
There was too much, to try and say.
"Shawn...."
He focused on you again.
"The baby. It came across as a worry to your parents. I can see it in their eyes."
"And?"
"And I wanted to know your opinion on that..."
"I'm okay with a child coming. I mean it's a big role, but what are we supposed to do..."
"We have to grow up fast".
"I've already done that."
It broke your heart to see this child as a barrier for Shawn's career.
Shawn was nearly worldwide famous and for him to have a child, fans, and music to depend on... Would literally kill him.

"Your dad Shawn. He got me thinking about something.."
Shawn waited for you to speak again.
"Do you think... He's okay with this?"
Shawn caught his breath.
"Well he's going to have to. I mean, my mom is fine with it. She thinks we're responsible."
There was also someone else...
"What about your grandmother?"
"She loves kids but if she doesn't, it's not her right to judge. She doesn't understand our situation."
You put your head down again.
"Do you realize how much stress we have had over this thing... I haven't even told my parents yet. They're probably going mad right now!"
Shawn stopped walking.
"Thing?"
"The baby situation..."
"No, that's not what you meant."
"It is."
Shawn came in closer, and grabbed your chin with his fingertips.
"Please. Tell me."
You bit your tongue.
You couldn't hold it back in.
"Shawn, I want you to not struggle.
I don't want myself to struggle. I want us to become role models and right now, isn't the right time.
I love this baby, but I think it's right.. Once it's born... To see it every so often."
Shawn still stood close to you.
"What does that mean?"
You took a huge breath.

"To put it up for adoption once it's born."

Authors Note:
I really hope you liked this chapter!
I really like illustrating on this topic.
Anyways, if any of you guys haven't noticed....
I took the time to change the book theme. I got a lot of feedback and suggestions from you all (which I adore), and I decided to do it.
I have changed the title to "Calamity" and stated it as a "Shawn Mendes Fanfic/Imagine".
I'm just trying it out so please feel free to let me know your thoughts on this new change.