Can't You Be Mine

Episode-36

Episode-36

    Edward’s POV:

                      I am surprised and annoyed that Olivia is
trying this again, she tried to get my heart but never allowed it. I said, “get
off..” I looked away and said, “Olivia I told you may times… we are friends…
nothing more..” she was still sitting on my lap…

 I looked away but she made me look at her, and
said, “kiss me… I love you..” she kissed me… this is the first time she went
too far… I was shocked but this feeling of doing wrong is inside me. I thought
of Amber… what will she think about this… I came back to senses and then pushed
Olivia off me… she landed on the floor… she looked at me in shock.

  I said to Olivia, “don’t do this again…. We
are just friends! Damn it!!!! just get out!”

   Olivia looked at me and said, “but… but.. I
love you Edward… don’t you feel for me… we know each other for years..” she go
up attempting to explain.

  I just said, “no!... Olivia we are good
friends… just stop this already… feelings can’t be forced…”

 She asked in tears, “then whom do you feel
for..”

   In my mind Amber’s name rang, I remembered
her smile and face. I said to Olivia, “I have no one… I don’t feel for
anyone..”

  Olivia looked at me and then wiped her tears,
she said, “I made it awkward again… ok… I will wait… till you love me… let’s be
like before again…” I nodded…. I shouldn’t love Amber….

  Olivia walked out of the cabin, I looked at
the view outside from the glass window and said to myself, ‘no… Amber… I can’t
love her…. I use to work for her father, I have no right to love her… I can’t
break Mr. J. Driver’s trust….’

  I am not worried about Olivia, but what I am
worried about myself falling for Amber…

 In the evening I went to my place, Amber must
be relaxing. I thought she needed it so I gave her a day off.

  I walked in the house and it’s dark, that weird….
She should be around here, where is she?….. I whispered as I switched on the
light, “maybe she is sleeping…” but isn’t it too early… is she sick?

   These thoughts and concerns pulled me to her
room, I opened the door and it is dark too. I switched on the lights and I see
the room empty, she is not home… where is she?..  she should be home by this time… where is she?

  I checked the shower but she is not here…
then I noticed her belongings are missing, I opened the closet in unknown fear,
the closet it’s empty…. Where is she? She left?.. where? When? Why? Without
telling me?

    I worry about her safety, I called Hyde and
said, “Find where the f*k is Amber” I screamed at him through phone. I
remembered about Eva, I called her too.

  I said, “Where is Amber? Where she went?”

  Eva said, “you don’t know… she said she wants
to move back to the mansion, so she pack her things and I dropped her…”

  This got me angry, she left? Like this?...
without me knowing. I screamed at Eva through phone, “why the f*ck I was not
informed?... it’s your job Eva..” I ended the call without any more words. she
left…. This place feels lonely again, the light vanished from here…. the light
of happiness… I threw the next thing caught in my hand in angre.

  But why?... Why you left Amber?.... where you
this angry on yesterday?... I need to know… at least is she ok or not… I need
to know… she can’t leave without answers.

    I drive off to the mansion without thinking
much, I was speeding the car like I don’t care if I die… I truly don’t know if
I care about my life or not.

  When I was in the mansion I saw Aunt Linda,
she said, “Edward… you are here?”

   I asked, “Call Amber… when she got here?..
just get her here…..”

   Aunt Linda said, “Miss. arrived in the
evening…. She is sleeping right now….”

  I asked irritated, “why was I not told about
it… she is childish irresponsible but you all should have told me… I was
worried sick as she vanished…”

  Aunt Linda said, “I am sorry, I didn’t knew
she was here on her own…” I sigh as I covered my face, I said, “call her…. she
needs to explain for this…”

  Aunt Linda said, “ but… Edward, I checked on
her few minutes ago she was sleeping… you can see her if you want…”

  I nodded and went to her room, I opened the
door and I saw her sleeping on the bed like a child, my heart went to rest
after I saw this.  I closed my eyes
taking a deep breath. She almost took my life away…. I walked to her sleeping
figure and I am angry on this girl… but let her sleep for today… I will talk
with her tomorrow..

   I walked out of the room closing the door, I
drive to my place, I rested on my bed but it feels empty and meaningless
because she is not here… I couldn’t sleep or think….

   I went to the empty room she use to live, I
sat on the bed and I miss her warmth, I rested there and asked, “you shouldn’t
have left this place…. You made me feel abandon again…. My Amber I miss you
already…”