CARTER DIAZ seeing all he's friends find love at such a young age, he tries to find love and happiness but he somehow can't find that. He becomes very closed off to the of love and end up only doing one night stands.
GEMMA WATTS is a hopeless roman...
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I don't know why I'm about to show her but I know i want to open myself up to her.
I don't know why but I want too.
We get to my room and she makes herself comfortable on her bed. I smile at her.
I pull out a book from my shelf and give it to her.
"A book?" She looks at me questionably. "Open it." I say sitting down next to her.
For the next couple minutes I watch as she reads letters.
"These are beautiful Carter did you write these?" She asked and I could see she truly meant them.
"These are the letters that I wrote to Sarah." I said. the shock in her eyes was radiant.
"Sarah? Like the girl downstairs?" She asked. I laughed a bit. "Yeah her and her boyfriend from overseas broke up over the summer and we kinda had a relationship or something like that and let's say that I fell for her more than she did for me."
I can see the pettiness in her eyes.
"Oh Carter I'm sorry." I put my hand up to stop her. "I'm over it. I loved her or I thought she was but I guess her French boyfriend is over it." I explained.
"That's why you're a dick." She says in a joking manner.
I laugh. "Yeah I guess."
"Well her lost Carter your not that bad of a guy once you put down some rules and you're not that bad." She jokes.
"I'm hoping you're joking." I amuse her. She giggles, like actually giggles not laughing fucking giggling and I love it.
"Make that sound again." my mouth move faster than my thoughts.
"What?" She laughed.
"Your giggle."
She crosses her arms. "I don't giggle."
I laugh this time. "Yea you did."
She sticks her tongue at me like a two year old.
She lays down and I follow her moves and do the same.
"Okay I have a real question." I say looking at her. She quickly looks at me.
"Go on." She says looking into my eyes.
"Why haven't you had sex yet? Like is it a religious thing?" I asked fully convinced that she's gonna shut this down.
Then she surprises me again. "It's not about religion, I don't know I just haven't found the person I want to have sex with."
"So you're telling me that you still haven't had sex? Like ever?" I say. Actually surprise.
"Nope." She says. "Do you not believe me?" She smiles at me, lifting herself up on her elbow.
