CARTER DIAZ seeing all he's friends find love at such a young age, he tries to find love and happiness but he somehow can't find that. He becomes very closed off to the of love and end up only doing one night stands.
GEMMA WATTS is a hopeless roman...
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I'm trying to be smart, but fucking Carter Diaz is the one making be stupid.
I've never felt or done anything like that in front of someone.
I fingered myself on the phone with him!!!
I'm just now walking back in my apartment. It's been a couple days I've missed just siting in my apartment writing music and alone.
I came back early on purpose.
Me: just got home! Come by later?
Hockeymoron(Carter):yeah I'll come by after practice.
Me: okay xx
I smile and set my phone down. It's time to write.
From tutoring, classes and studying this pass month I haven't had time to write and mr. Wilson isn't getting anymore patent. He's waiting for a song and I haven't really wrote one.
I grab my guitar and sit on my bed.
One thing I've been scared about for these passed days.
I started writing about this topic.
If I choose to go home with you, can we take it slow? If I choose to let you in and take off my clothes If I don't seem in it when you kiss me And I don't know what to say when you miss me If I pull away from you, don't take it personal
I started with the first verse.
Something I'm scared to give in. I'm scared to give in. I'll admit that.
'Cause I've been dragged through hell and back And I hope you're okay with that
I'm scared once I give in there's no going back with everything.
After I finish the rest I sit at my piano and grab my guitar. I put up my phone and start a video.
I'm a little hesitant to get close with your friends 'Cause the moment I lose you means I lose them I'm a little pessimistic, can you blame me? I'm just not looking for anyone to save me
My favorite lines.
If I seem a little distant, I'm afraid of how this ends No, I don't want it to end Please be gentle with me
My heart is fragile, don't you see? I can't take another break, take another burn
I don't want another lesson learned Could you please be gentle with me? Could you please be gentle with me? My heart is fragile, don't you see?
