Time Back To First Autumn

CHAPTER 36

CHAPTER 36

AUTUMN

Fifteen minutes since we argued about my scent. I used the perfume that he offered to me and one dared to talk or start a conversation between us after that. To be honest, I don't know if I'd give him a chance again because I'm starting to feel the end of my time here in the past. I don't know why I'm starting to feel indifferent since yesterday. No signs of changes had seen to my body but I always feel like my end here in this era will about to come.

In that case, I have to confess something to Cradience before we part ways. Hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ako mananatili ngunit alam kong pagkatapos kong masunog lahat ng eksperimento at kagamitan ng ama niya sa laboratoryo ay saka na rin ako mawawala. Aaminin ko, pagkatapos kong mapunta sa panahong ito, hindi ko talaga alam kung paano ito sisimulan dahil walang ibinigay na mga sinyal sa akin. Walang nagdidikta sa akin kung ano ang sunod kong gagawin. Sa tingin ko nga, itinapon lang ako ng tadhana at oras sa panahong ito upang bigyan ako ng pagkakataon.

Honestly, I don't want to hurt Cradience, nor his feelings. I want him to become happy again and live without my presence. None of us sure if things like relationship would work. None of us sure if we could still fight our rights for love. We don't know if we are really meant for each other. People around us didn't allow our relationship to last long. The power of time is also trying our own capacity, if we could fight our feelings for each other or not.

It's either I will end it everything tonight or I will keep up with him.

"If you're worried because my father is like a predator, don't be. You have me, Autumn. I'll not leave you and besides this will happen once. After this, I will not bother you again. Or if I successfully asks for his permission to court you, I will do it."

Napatingin ako sa kaniya dahil sa kaniyang sinabi. Dalawang pagpipilian din ang mayroon siya: ang tigilan ang ugnayan namin o magpatuloy. Kung tutuusin, parehas lang naman pala kami. Kung ganoon ba, hindi lang ako ang lumalaban dito? Nagawa ko bang baguhin siya? Magbabago na rin ba kaya ang kasalukuyang panahon? Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam kung tuluyan ko siyang nabago. Sa tingin ko, hindi na iyon mahalaga. Ang mahalaga ngayon ay kung paano ko tatapusin ang lahat ngayong gabi. Kapag nagawa ko iyon, makakabalik na siguro ako sa kasalukuyan.

After our long ride, Cradience finally stopped the car outside of castle-like structure of their house. Well, it's definitely a mansion. The color of blocks are brown, black, and white. The flowers outside are only blooming in pure red. It's not a conglomeration of flowers.

House guards opened the black gate for us. They're all wearing black coat like men in black movie. Even inside of their wide property, flowers are red. Wala akong makikitang kahit anong kulay ng bulaklak sa tahanan na ito. Napasilip ako sa masikip na daanan na mukhang likuran ng mansiyon at nakita ko ang patay na puno. Kahit isang dahon ay walang nakatubo rito. Ang kulay ng floor mat nila ay kulay itim at ang tiles ay itim din.

This is giving me a chilly feeling. This mansion is really creepy.

One of the house guards escorted us inside of the mansion. Sa loob pa lang ay talagang napalunok na ako dahil ang mga bulaklak sa itim at puting flower vase ay pula rin. Mga malalaking pulang rosas na malalaki ang tinik.

Ang mga kurtina ay ipinaghalong itim at puti, halatang makapal ang tela nito at sa tingin ko ay hindi na dumadaan ang sinag ng araw sa loob. Kaya pala ang puti ni Cradience, ganito pala ang home-made glutathione niya.