POV: Sunoo
"Hey, I'm sorry if I did something wrong. I promise I'll be better from now on," I pleaded, but he cut me off, saying, "Sunoo, stop."
"No, I know they're lying. I trust you, I really do," I insisted, desperation lying in my voice
"Sunoo, I don't love you," he said flatly.
"Don't lie, don't lie to me. Why do I see Love in your eyes then?" I implored, holding his face in my hands.
"Let me go!" he shouted, harshly removing my hands from his cheek. "You're all I have left," I said, tears streaming down my face. I was just seventeen, yet my heart and body felt so weakened. "Sunoo, don't make a fool of yourself."He said laughing looking at his friends to those who were mine as well until a few hours ago
"You lied to me, you liar, you liar!" I screamed, hitting him with my trembling and suddenly fragile hands. On that day, I was betrayed not only by my boyfriend but also by my friends. However, the blame lies solely with me. It's my fault for being a disappointment, for being who I am, and for trusting and loving.
On that day, I wanted to swear to myself not to love again, but I couldn't. The feeling of truly loving someone was too beautiful, and I was sure someday I would find someone who felt the same because I truly felt it, the word "love." I was so certain that was what I felt, so there must be something like love.
"Sunoo,you Okay? Why are you always lost in thought? I'll quickly get our drinks. Wait here, okay?" Sunghoon said with a slight concern, getting up from our table to head to the counter. Sunghoon he had taken me to an old coffee shop where I had so many memories with him memories that I wanted to forget and without having any control over it, I sank back into my memories that almost broke me back then.
"You wretch, how could you do that to her ?" I felt the familiar pain after every punch. I felt the strength fading from the person in front of me with each strike. I relaxed my muscles slightly, hoping to endure the hell soon, but I hadn't expected that he would putt his last energy into giving me a look filled with hate.That was the most painful blow, a slap in the face
I began to cry and cry the tears just wouldn't stop, and even after the ground beneath me became wet, the cold air roared on my sore body and the sun hid behind the clouds, I was still lying in the same spot on the grass. I no longer had the strength to get up go home and live So the only thing I could do was cry like a baby
Every tear that escaped my swollen eyes that day faded away those memories of my first love. and with that I saw how wrong I was to think love exists , On that day, I lost not only the love of my life but also a childhood friend. forever.
The details of that day haunt me til today the echoes of each punch, the fading daylight casting shadows on the empty garden, and the scent of our shared moments lingering in the air, now tainted by the bitterness of betrayal. It's a pain that goes beyond physical wounds, seeping into the very core of my being, a wound that time can never truly heal.
In the silence that followed, the emptiness in my chest grew heavier, the shattered pieces of my trust and love irreparably scattered. The garden, once our refuge, became a graveyard for the promises that now lay broken. The world, once vibrant and full of possibilities, turned gray and desolate.
As I lay there, abandoned and broken, I couldn't escape the suffocating realization that I had not only lost love but also a piece of myself,
Yet, in the middle of the ruins of my heart, another emotion began to bloom. As Sunghoon returned with the drinks, his concerned eyes meeting mine, I felt a warmth growing in me a warmth that I didn't feel in such a way before and I asked myself what if what I felt back then wasn't really love, how does love feel like then? because Nowadays I'm no longer sure if what I feel for Sunghoon is really friendship
"Sunghoon I would like to tell you why Jason attacked me, after all.., you deserve to know"
End of chapter 26 I hope you liked it💓
By the way, it was a chapter full of flashbacks, I hope that was okay and understandable
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