Treasured Baby [BL]

Chapter 19 (NSFW)

"Damn this level it's so annoying" I grunted, it was midnight and I was inside my room powering through this stupid game.

"sigh... it's so boring, maybe I should go outside" I didn't know how many days it's been since I've been outside. I feel like I'm Rotting in my room.

Eugene has been busy and with the stupid time difference we don't get to talk much only when he's about to go to sleep, not that I care about the time difference I can't even adjust to my own.

Looking around my room it's filled with games, books and merchandise but it still looks so gloomy and feels so cold I wish I could be close to him instead, in his warm embrace....

"Just thinking about it is making me hard" A blushed crept up on my face as I put my hand in my underwear touching my hard on

I wanted to touch myself and relieve the pain but I knew I couldn't and I shouldn't as well... I bit my lips muttering "No Ellie you can't touch yourself not until you ask gennie"

No matter how many hard ons I've never touched myself because I want Eugene to do it I know it's crazy and obsessive but I'd rather be in pain then do it alone it scares me.

I suddenly felt my temperature rise up and uncomfortable tears was started to gather up in my eyes I didn't know what was going on when all of a sudden it hit me that it was probably the beginning of my first heat cycle,

My kind get their first heat when they are 15 I'm almost 17 and I was worried about me being defective, my heat cycle came out of nowhere I really don't know how to take care of it usually mothers prepare us but mine just neglected me as I was losing my head being worried when all of a sudden I heard a familiar ringtone looking at the call ID it was Eugene

I felt so happy he called me that I attended it instinctively without thinking

"Hey baby bear how ar- wait are you crying? Why are there tears in your eyes??"

My emotions got the better of me "gennie hot..." I felt so vulnerable and craved his touch Eugene was confused as he tried calm down and said "Listen dear, put your phone on the stand lemme take a look at you"

I felt a bit embarrassed at that because of my current appearance I was wearing a white T-shirt with a teddy bear printed on it with black shorts that reached half of my thighs, I did as he told me I heard him gasped making my blush deepen "I feel like a pervert..." he mumbled but I heard him "No don't say that... you aren't a pervert or anything gennie" I try to refute him because that was honestly the case Eugene never made me feel uncomfortable one bit he understood me and always careful.

"Ellie how are you feeling, can you explain it to me?" I was a bit shy at his question. I wasn't really sure how to explain to him the concept of 'heat' or about why I was having it. I was scared of what he might think of me once he knew the truth about what I was.

I want to eventually tell him but that would be when we meet I'll show him in person

"Baby you can take your time, I'll be there" Eugene said seeing my troubled expression "w- well a heat is like, umm you feel hot and erotic and like want to umm pleasure yourself" I tried my best to explain "ohh it's okay baby I think I got it" I felt really embarrassed and wanted to bury myself in a hole somewhere

"Hey Ellie, listen, there's no need to be embarrassed or ashamed. I'm not the best boyfriend there is but it is my responsibility to take care of your needs. I know we've never done something like this before but I'll do my best to help you through it okay?" Eugene said his voice was warm and filled with love which bought me nothing but comfort

"To be honest looking at you like that i really wanna take you in and ravage you" Eugene spoke in a quiet voice his eyes were darkening I really liked that