Sunlight is hitting my face.
I just walked for 15 minutes and
Heard BK Shivani for 12 minutes.
I meditated for 12 minutes.
Sitting with my back straight seemed like a struggle.
I was supposed to meditate for 30 minutes.
On this link
https://youtu.be/ulR-JyHujGk?si=6-MeGrCBSluPsg4c
No pressure I'll try it in the evening again.
I'll walk back home, which will take another 15 minutes.
Then I'll rest.
I'll try attempting physiotherapy once today.
Start working on a project.
I have been so happy since yesterday.
And I have no particular reason for it.
There were some mishaps.
But isn't that life?
I think realizing that 25 wasn't a waste
Instead, a huge boon for myself
Feels amazing
I am loved, I am happy, and I am generous.
I am kind.
There is a dire need to plan things.
Most of all, my birthday
I had these big plans.
to ask everyone in my family to come home and have a good time.
I asked my friend to conduct a painting workshop; that was something interesting and experiential.
Then I let my fear take over in a way.
I don't feel like
Burdening on the one day
I am supposed to treat myself right.
Or should I say the need to be happy comes from this deep-rooted idea of feeling special, loved, and valued by someone else?
Whereas now, it's switched to being peaceful, centered, and content within.
And doing things on my own
My plans can be something like
Siddhivinayak, Mahalaxmi, and then brunch at a fancy place
(I can buy a selfie stick and record myself, maybe.)
Later, go for a movie to spend my afternoon (in Regal, Palladium, or Bandra).
After that, walk through the beautiful streets of
Churchgate, Bandra, or checkout the whole mall
Shop for accessories.
Then end my day until 6 or 7 p.m., hop on a train, and be back home.
Isn't this a peaceful and relaxing plan?
I want to spend more days like this. What if I do go on such dates with myself once a month doing all the things I like, but I have to wait for people to join in? Then there will be nothing I wouldn't have done 😵.🧐
Recently, one of my friends asked me to start using emojis, so here's me trying to do that.
Anyway, then I go to so many places and do them all.
I really wish I had the courage to travel solo like I did before.
Maybe some day soon.
