Thirty Five

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Thirty Five

"So what do you want to say? Break up with me?" I look at him. Nag-iwas siya ng tingin at mariing napapikit. I dont know but the way he breath heavily alam kong hinding hindi magagawa ni Lennox 'yon. I knew him, matagal niya akong pinangarap, hinintay. Bitawan man niya lahat, alam kong hinding hindi siya bibitiw sa akin. Alam na alam ko kung paano siya kamahal, kaya ganito ako ka-confident ngayon sa sarili ko dahil mawala man lahat—alam kong hinding hindi niya ako iiwan.

I saw him swallowed hard. "If you knew that someone was following us, iiwan mo ako? And then break up with me? Kaya mong gawin 'yon, huh! Lennox?" Hamon kong tanong sa kanya. He looked at me, unti-unti na 'ring umuusbong ang galit ko sa sitwasyon at sa dami ng iniisip. When he heard that my voice became serious, nagkapalit kami ng pwesto. Siya na ang natahimik ngayon samantalang unti-unti namang ummuosbong ang galit at frustration ko sa lahat.

"Then if you want that—" I paused and look at him. "Then I will..." hindi niya ako pinatapos sa pagsasalita. Mariin niyang hinapit ang aking katawan at frustrated na sinunggaban ang aking labi.

"No! I'm sorry." He said heavily and continued kissing me. I stop him from kissing me. Itinuko ko ang aking dalawang kamay sa kanyang dibdib para lang pigilan siya sa paghalik sa akin.

Dahan-dahan niya akong hinawakan sa aking aking palapulsuhan at nanghihinang niyakap ako.

"I'm sorry." He said frustratingly, almost begging me.

"You said you don't want to give me my own destruction. Then if this is what it takes to—" he didn't finish me. He frustratingly shook his head and swallowed hard.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry, please." He successfully pulled me again and buried his face on my neck.

"I'm sorry." Ulit niya pa ulit hanggang sa unti-unti na akong naalo sa mga sinasabi niya. He's still breating heavily. Nang maramdaman niyang unti-unti ng nalulusaw ang galit at inis ko ay gumaan na 'rin ang yakap niya sa akin.

We both stayed in the cabana in middle of the night while the rain are slowly turning into drizzle. Unti-unti na siyang kumakalas sa yakap sa akin and slowly lick his lips when he saw that I am a bit wet because of the heavy rain.

"L-Let's go back to you room, you need to change. Baka magkasakit ka pa." Aniya at nag-iwas ng tingin sa akin. I can feel how his eyes intensified because of our look right now. I didn't leave his eyes, instead I pulled him carefully.

Nagulat siya sa ginawa ko, but my system wouldn't just give a damn care about all the people might be watching us or if theres a cctv around us. I want to ease his thoughts, I want soothes his frustration and anger, and maybe by doing this will give him an assurance that I will be fine. We will be fine.

My robe slowly fell down on my arms as I pulled him closer to me. I noticed how his eyes slowly drop on my shoulder. His eyes is becoming more sensual when he realized that I am wearing my silky satin terno short and spaghetti tapos nabasa pa ako ng ulan. And I also realize how seductive I am in front of him. But I am past that, I just want him to finally mark me. I seductively ran my finger on his neck to his jaw, kitang-kita ko ang pagtitimpi niya dahil sa ginagawa ko. Parang unti-unting natutunaw ang galit sa mga mata niya at ang tanging nakikita niya lang ako. Ganyan Lennox, saakin ka lang dapat ganito. Sa akin ka lang matatakot, I want to complete control you, your heart, soul and body. I want you to engrave that I possess the entire of you.

"We really need to go back to your room and change." He said whispering, halatang namumungay na ang mga mata dahil sa pinapadama ko sa kanya.

"Lets do it." Kumibot ang kilay niya dahil sa sinabi ko.
Mhe cleared his throat and lips parted.

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