Chapter 12

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I wake up in the morning all by myself and it's been like that for a while. Kurt and I are taking it slowly. I know he lives with Dave. I'm pretty sure Courtney's back with the lead singer of Smashing Pumpkins. I put on my black casual short dress, some sunglasses, a black bag, and black pointy heeled boots. I then put on some accessories.

"Mommy am I gonna see daddy today?" Kim asks. She was wearing a pink dress with white converse.

"I don't know. You can call him if you want." I say sweetly to her. She walks to the home phone that's on the wall. She grabs a stool and pushes it against the wall to reach it, then dialed Kurt's home number.

"Umm hello" I hear her say to the phone.

"Courtney could you give the phone to Kurt?" Kim says into the phone a few seconds later.

What is Courtney doing over there????

"Hi dad. Can we all hang out today?" Kim says.

"Okay be there soon" she says a few seconds later and hangs up the phone.

"He said to go to the house." Kim says to me while tying her shoes.

"When did you learn to tie your shoes?"

"Daddy taught me" she says.

I grab the video camera and drive over.

I open the door and Kim runs to Kurt.

"Your hairs magenta" I say surprised.

"You like it?" He asked.

"It makes your eyes pop" I say and we both laugh.

"You don't like it?" He asks sad.

I can tell he just did heroin, so he's super sensitive.

"Yes I do. It makes you look really hot." I say to him. He starts to scratch his face since he thinks there's bugs around him.

"Kurt stop" I say.

"There's bug what am I suppose to do." he says.

"No there's not" I say.

"Yes there is!" He screams and starts crying.

"What's wrong?" I ask him.

"I'm frustrated" he cries while screaming.

He throws himself on the couch and tugs on his hair.

"Hey baby don't do that to yourself." I say to him sweetly.

"Honey can you go in your room please?" I ask Kimberly. She nods her head yes and goes into Kurt's room.

I sit on Kurt's lap and play with his hair.

"You know I really do like your hair" I say to him and kiss his cheek.

"Thanks" he says.

"I love you" he tells me while putting his chin in the crooks of my neck.

"I love you too." I say.

He kissed my neck.

"Why do you have to do that?" I ask him.

"What?" He says and stops.

"You make me feel so special and loved but then a few months later, you make me feel unwanted, you make me feel horrible." I say.

"I just get scared when things become perfect." he says.

"I get it but you have to stop doing that sometimes" I say.

"I don't mean too. I will always love you and I always have." he says.

"I love you too forever" I say back to him.

We then have a passionate kiss and make out.

"I haven't felt like this in so long." I say to him.

"I know me neither" he says.

We then stop because it was gonna get too heated.

"Your beautiful. I will always love you." he says to me.

"Kurt your so imperfect for me that it's perfect." I say and kiss him while sitting on his lap.

"I'm not sure I understand but it's fine" he says and I laugh.

"Can I come out now?" Kimberly asks.

"Oh yeah sorry" I say.

"Maybe we should go on a vacation" I say to Kurt.

"Oh really" he says and raises his eyebrows.

"Yes. Wait what about Kimberly?" I ask.

"We can fly her out to Seattle to be with my mom. She's never met her before." Kurt says.

"I've never met her before." Kim says.

"Here's a picture of her. You ONLY go home with this lady. Her name is Wendy and she's my mom." Kurt says.

"Okay when am I going?" Kim asks.

"Well I know there's a flight out in an hour so that one I guess." Kurt says.

We drive home pack her stuff and kiss her goodbye as she sits on the plane. The plane then starts to go up in the sky and Kurt and I leave.

"So where do you want to go to?" Kurt asks.

"I've never been to Miami or Las Vegas." I say to him.

"Let's go to Las Vegas. It's way closer than Miami." he says.

I then pack a few clothes and so does Kurt and we meet at the airport.

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