Kurt Left Us (Kurt Cobain Fan-Fic)

Chapter 20

2 Months Later

Kurt has been really busy. He hasn't even seen, Kim since the hospital. Kim has actually been pretty sad about it. I take my pills and get ready for the day. I just put on a yellow plain crop top, with some high waisted light denim booty shorts, and some black flip flops.

I go into Kimberly's room quietly to see if she's still sleeping. I heard her crying, sobbing, because she wanted to see Kurt so badly.

I call Kurt.

Phone Convo

Hello~K *exhaustedly*

Kurt it's Aubrey I want you to hear something.~ me *i take the phone from the wall and stretch out the wire. I open her room door quietly and put the phone close to her. After a few seconds I put it back to my ear and close her door.*

Do you know what she's crying and saying? She crying, I want my daddy. Kurt she's trying to be with you and you don't care. I'm getting really fed up.~ me

I know, it's just been hard because of shows and Frances.~ Kurt

Your a horrible dad. You know what I take that back, your just like your father.~ me

I'm trying the best I can.~ Kurt

You need to try harder. Her birthday party is in four days, you better be there.~ me

That's Courtney's baby shower, I have to be there for Frances, I don't think I will be able to make it.~ Kurt

Kimberly is turning seven, Kurt. Seven. I'll just let her know that her daddy that she loves and adores, can't make it because he has to be at a baby shower. I wonder how she'll feel. Your putting me through hell Kurt. Making me tell my little girl this stuff, seeing her heart break.~ me

Can't you just change the date of her party?~ Kurt

No, because Kim's friends and her friends f*cking parents and my family and your family are gonna f*cking be there and Dave is gonna be there. ~ me

Wait what time is it at? Maybe I can go after the baby shower.~ Kurt

It starts at 12:00~ me

F*ck~ Kurt

So what's it gonna be Frances or Kimberly?~ me

Don't say that. don't do that to me, I already have it hard.~ me

Oh yeah, you have it hard. I have to freakin tell my daughter that her father isn't gonna make her birthday party. Im gonna be the one that has to watch her cry.~ me

I'll be there~ Kurt

You will? ~ me

Yeah I'll be there.~ Kurt

Okay I'm gonna tell her and if you don't come, your never gonna see her again.~ Me

Alright I'll f*cking be there~ Kurt

Good okay bye~ me

End of Phone Convo

I smoked a cigarette and sat outside. I walk back to the phone and dial Dave's number. I want to get one of those Nokia phones, but their really heavy. I might get one tomorrow. I feel like seeing Dave so I call him.

Phone Convo With Dave

Hello this is Dave.~ D

I love my sister and I love my mommy too.

Oh well hello there Aubrey~D

Hey, I just felt like saying that.

Yeah I know.~ D