How Will I Survive *Larry Stylinson Fanfiction*

Chapter 25

A/N

I hate this part. I cried😭
But I hope you're enjoying the story so far.

Love all of you!

-Nessie😁💋💕

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*Authors POV*

Sniffling I pounded the steering wheel and angrily drove down the familiar road. Doncaster was far from our home but I wanted to go somewhere that reminded me of Louis and I together one last time. But also the last place anyone would think of to look for me

Choking out a sob, I looked down at my phone that kept flashing Louis name and the other boys. Even Dave. I hesitated, but once Louis name re-appeared, I answered, not speaking though, just needing to hear his voice for the last time before I went through with this

"Harry? Baby, I can hear you breathing love. Please, answer me. I need to know you're okay. I swear on my life that what's happening is not your fault, or even mine. Please Harry-"

"You left me. For her." I choked out a sob and kept my eyes on the blurry road

"No, no! I would never! Listen babe, this is harder than you think, I can't say-"

"Shut up Louis! Just shut up!" Louis sighed trying to compose himself and all I could do was sob. I looked over, I bit my lip, the salty tears making me sob even more reminding me why I was crying in the first place. My heart ached so much, like they were hammering my chest waiting for me to give out. And I felt like giving up. I needed to give up. He left me. He doesn't love me anymore. He chose her.

"Harry please baby. Please." I squeezed my eyes trying to not cry as much but it hurt too much

"Just- can you do the thing please?" I needed him to get distracted

"What?" A few minutes later I stopped. I pressed the breaks and stopped. There it is. The old blue bridge.

"Do that thing you do. To calm me down. Please." Louis franticly sat on the couch biting his nails and then took a deep breath

"Okay. Okay. Look at the stars, focus on my voice. Just my voice." I opened the car roof window and starred up at the twinkling lights in the sky

"Kay." I whispered, but I knew he could hear me

"Okay, now, repeat after me. No one can hurt me. I'm okay. Louis loves me. He loves me. No one can reach me here. I'm okay." but I wasn't, I wasn't okay. I breathed in, closed my eyes, and cleared my mind

Me and Louis had our first intimate moment on that bridge. He promised me that he would love me forever. I still remember it like if it was yesterday

"Harry. You know I love you a lot. Right?" Harry giggled looking down at Louis blue eyes as he was running his finger down his chest. They had just finished the most magical way of proving love to each other inside a tent by the leg of the old blue bridge Louis loved so much, and Harry was breathless trying to soak it all in

His chubby cheeks were a rose pink and his bouncy curls tickled his frame. He thought, sure I might be seventeen and he's nineteen but we love each other and that's all that matters

"Yea. I love you too. Hope we get to show the world soon." Louis smiled and kissed him humming into it as Harry shivered

"We're in a band together love. Of course we will." and he grabbed the blanket covering them more and squishing Harry to his chest kissing him until they fell asleep