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Chapter 20: The Emotions of the Emotionless

Chapter 20: The Emotions of the Emotionless

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I felt dull. Every ounce of me felt like it has been stabbed by the sharpest knife. I felt the pain all over again. The sad part is, I don't even know why.

After stopping myself from flooding the front yard and the porch, I reluctantly went in the house, sighing in relief when I realized Aunt Yasmin wasn't home. Truthfully, I wanted to postpone our confrontation.

I was sitting in my bed for hours and staring absentmindedly at my window. Brent has been texting and calling me, as well as George, but after the 10th message, I turned off my phone.

Ugh! Why do I feel this way? It's supposed to be a good thing right? Getting him out of my life before I could get attached again is supposed to be the most sensible and plausible thing I could do right? Right?! Ugh!!

Why was I messed up again? Seriously? I was supposed to be emotionless! For some odd reason, it was the Trevor incident all over again. And I wasn't happy, not even a bit.

"Why did you screw me up again? " I said out loud. Gosh, I am tired of this sh*t.

And of course, I had to deal with it all alone. Again. I got no friends. I had to deal with a bipolar ex-boyfriend. A probably very disappointed and frustrated aunt. And ugh. Brent Walken. Ugh.

Messed up life.

I yelled. "Kay?" Aw,damn.

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How many words are there? Seriously! Go on send me hate mails. Gahd. I'm not motivated right now. It's the weather. And the person who killed me again. Hahahaha. Oh well.

Sorry. Next time. Longer I promise. Welcome Prom is coming up. That ought to create some drama. Oh and the friend issue... No guesses? Come on. Think out of the box puhlease hahahaha. Rhea's coming up so yeah.

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"Raindrops of Yesterday"

© Kriss Faith Nostalgia. RockstarDreamer, 2015

Prologue:

They say that one day, you will be destined with the one you were meant to be. They say that it's okay to be hurt as long as you don't give up looking for the one. They say that after all that built up pain, hurt, frustration, depression and melancholy, that one person will come at the most unexpected and unpredictable yet perfect time, to sweep you off your feet, to wipe your tears away, to make you feel wanted, cared and love. That one day, everything will be alright and you will get your well-deserved happy ending.

Everyone hopes and dreams that it'll happen. It may take years, months, days or even just a measly second to find their happy ending. Even though we deny it, deep inside we know that we endlessly hope and pray that it'll happen soon. It could, I mean nothing's impossible. But up until then, we wait. We wait until the time that no tear falls from our eyes despite the hurt we're feeling because of the inevitable truth that in that journey of waiting, shedding tears became a habit. Breaking of hearts became a way of life. Stupidity and blindness became a mantra. Falling apart became a signal that we're supposedly doing it right, treating it as a step closer to attaining our everlasting happiness. Unconsciously, we were becoming sappy, hopeless and redundantly sadistic masochists. But no one cared. Everybody was doing it anyway.

We became slaves of the society that preposterously believed in the fictitious fairy tales that were etched into our minds. Instead of making us happy, love became a plague. It made the society do hurtful things, especially to themselves. Love reeked. Love killed. Yet, love ruled.

However, love isn't so bad at all. It motivated and inspired people, especially platonic love. Some people who risked it all for love, succeeded. Proving the fact , that maybe, just maybe, that happy ending could be within our grasp.

You, are you willing to journey on, for the prize of love?

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