Deep Regression

Running to You

WARNING, CHAPTER FOR MATURE LEVEL OF READING, CONTAINS SEXUAL AND PROFOUND LANGUAGE CONTENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I could feel the pain erupting from Kevin into me from our fucking. This is doing absolutely nothing, other than damage me even more, and I don't want this.
Peter, how he pressed me up against the wall, and barricaded me. How he trailed his hand up my arm and wiped my tears away, my fears.
"Oh ya Baby!" Kevin screams from under me.
My hips unconsciously slow down and I can't erase Peter from my mind. No matter how much pain I'm in. I let a tear go for him and feel it shred down my cheek, neck, and body.
"Faster baby! Faster!" Kevin grunts.
I don't oblige and continue to slow down. It's not the same though, no matter how much I want it to be, it'll never be the same. Kevin grabs ahold my hips and shoves in harder and faster than before. I whimper out as he continues and doesn't even notice how much this is hurting me. He goes even harder and I scream out in pain.
"Yes, scream, fucking scream again!" He demands.
Peter wouldn't do this to me, never. I try to pull off Kevin and leave, but his grip on me is rough and tight.
"Kevin STOP!" I say through the tears.
"No fucking way, Princess."
I feel another surge of pain go through me and I can't help but cry out loud.
"STOP! This is hurting me!"
"You like the pain!" he grunts again.
"NOT ANYMORE!" I cry out.
"Come on baby, stop being coy."
"KEVIN FUCKING STOP!"

He continues and I have to take measures. I clench my fist and imagine him as everything bad that has happened in my life, my...family, Jane, my grandmother, and the connection with the rest of my family, all of it...gone.
I stop and realize that I did it. I hit Kevin and he let my hips go to grab his sore eye.
"Thanks." I get off and pull my clothes back on quickly.
As I'm about to leave, his hand clamps around my arm and throws me back on the bed. My body burns with the force he put into the throw. My arm flaming with his five fingers imprint, That's going to bruise.
"We're not stopping, bitch, I've waited too long for this, I'm going to get it."
He begins trying to pull my pants off, but I kick him right in the face. Kevin grabs ahold of my foot and forces me to stay still as he begins twisting it.
"Stop, stop, okay, I'll be good."
He jumps on top of me and pins my hands down to the mattress.
"Will you?" He licks up my neck to my cheek.
Disgusting! He needs to get his fucking slimy hands off my shit.
"Yes."
"Good."
He flips me over and I can feel my pants go down my legs. Panic erupts in my chest as I realize that he's going to rape me. Before he could do anything other than back away and prepare to enter me, I move forward and fight for myself. He pulls me back and lifts my head from the mattress.
"You bitch, hold still!"
"NO!"
I begin to squirm underneath him and fight my way out. He's not going to win this time! His head right beside my neck. I clench my fist again and jab his nose in beside my face with it.
"You fucking broke my fucking nose!" Kevin squeals.
"Serves you right."
He still kneeling on top of me, and I lift my legs up roughly. They go right between his legs and he must've felt some pain because he groaned slightly.
"Fucking Perv! Your going to get the fuck out of my life and leave me alone or else!"
"Or else what? Baby."
I crawl out from underneath him and stand my ground as I pull my pants back up.
"Or else me and my boyfriend are going to come and kick your ass!"
That's if Peter will still have me.
I run out of the apartment and race to mine. Peter, I'm running to you, please be home, please!