Deep Regression

Thank You Peter

Peter's View:

Selena walks calmly up the aisle to me in a pure blue wedding dress. Absolutely gorgeous. The way her hair flowed, the air she seemed to possess.
She walks toward me and grab ahold of my hand and then my elbow.
"Mmm, Are you ready?" She asks me.
"I was alway ready."
Then right at the moment when we were supposed to kiss, I feel a sharp pain in my side.
My eyes look to the deep red circle on my tux. No! No!
I soon feel myself falling backwards and then a sharp shrill scream hovers my ears.

My eyes open to Selena screaming and crying in her sleep. 
I try to keep her calm and grab ahold of her. My arms wrapped tightly around her.
"NO! Stay away!" She screams out.
She's having a nightmare, she has to be.
"SELENA! Wake up!"
Her eyes burst open and connect with mine automatically.
The worry and the scared emotions evident. What the hell kind of dream did she have?
Her eyes glass over quickly and then pour out tears.
She grabs ahold of me and stays close. Her sobs hardly concealed against my chest.
"Oh god Peter- There was so many..."
"It's okay, it was just a dream."
"It was real...I know it was."
I didn't know what to say so I just kept quiet and Try calming her down.
"They shot you Pete! Then they came-a-after a baby in a crib and shot her or-h-him. Next was me. I was-s-shot." she stumbles on a couple of words through thick tears.
"It alright, were fine, I won't let anyone hurt you, I'll protect you Selena."
"Thanks Pe-Peter."
I kiss her forehead and pray to God that she's calmer.
Her body stops shaking after a while and I feel her slowly crawl back to sleep against me.
"I can't explain enough about us Selena. You were always the hot temper or calmer one. You struggled so much in the past. Now your stronger, better, and I can't tell you how much you truly mean to me." I lightly whisper down at her.
"Try to." She whispers into my chest.
"Your my light, my everything, and I wouldn't be living if it weren't for you. Sel, If I was the winter and you the summer, I'd let myself die away for you to appear. I would do so much for you, to protect you. Your heart. Just let me, give me a chance, say you'll be with me."
Her eyes look up to mine and I see the fire, I see the spark that was always there between us, and I see her realize how much she is worth to me.
Selena leans in slowly and stops just before my lips.
"Don't kiss me if your answer is no, Selena."
I felt like she drugged me, like just her stare could make me intoxicated. Just her touch can send me into a heart attack. Just her love could send me into a coma and wake me back up.
She draws away and tucks her head against my chest. I felt the pang of pain in my heart, she's not ready for us.
"I'm sorry Peter, But I can't just commit to you. I-I Don't even feel the same right now. I just...I think it'd be better if we took it slow after tonight."
"Alright, I understand, but I'll enjoy the now."
I pull her in closer and hear her soft sigh into me. My heart flutters inside my chest.
She wants to go slow; that's perfectly fine so long as I get to be with her.
Surprisingly though, Selena pulls her head out of my chest and takes claim on my lips. This has got to be one of the top passionate kisses we've ever shared.
My eyes closed automatically and I felt myself warming up. This can't be happening, this is a dream right?
She pulls away and keeps her eye contact with me. Such a soft gaze into me.
"Thank you Peter."
With those three words she goes back to sleep and leaves me still in love with her.