Deep Regression

Why is this happening?

"Are you Sure?" His eyes are unreadable.
"I want one so bad Peter!" I cry out into his shirt.
He chuckles into my hair as I hold him against me.
"Hmm, well we may just have the same thing in common for Christmas."
My smile explodes widely across my face.
"I want a Baby too Selena, I want one with you, and only you."
God this moment makes my chest hurt, I think my heart just grew three times bigger.
"So I guess I can throw away my persuasion paper on why we should have a baby." He chuckles into me as I laugh.
"Yes, you can throw it away."
Peter and I remain silent for a little while and its deafening to me.
His lips find there place on my shoulder and kiss a straight line across it. My shiver runs wildly down my body.
"Pete, What are you doing?" I smile.
"Kissing Your Skin."
"Mm," He hits that special spot on my neck," We're supposed to be watching Cameron."
"I think Cameron can handle herself for a little while."
I push him off and get off the couch. A loud Bang, like broken glass or window comes from the kitchen and we all freeze.
Terrifying fear etches itself into me and I turn to Peter. His worried eyes staring back into mine.
"Selena, Take Cameron and-"
He never got to finish that sentence though. A loud whistle came crashing into my ears and I watched Peter in horror. His body laying oddly on the carpet, NO! NO!
A white silver dart protrudes from his chest and I stare at men in black suits as they fire and hit Cameron in her crib. I PANIC AND RUN LIKE HELL PAST THEM. KNOCKING ONE BY ONE OUT OF THE WAY UNTIL...
I feel the sharp pain come from between my shoulder blades and a needle stuck into my back.
"Son of a-"
It all kind of got blurry from then on. My eyes lock close and only figments of light come into my vision. This is how I end isn't it? This is it and I didn't even have time to love Peter one last time, or tell him everything that was in my heart...
A sour taste comes into my mouth and I feel like I'm being melted away.
Why is this happening?