Deep Regression

Back Again

Peter finally touched me and I've never felt a love like this. It wasn't rough or even as demanding as it usually was. I didn't need it, but I completely wanted it.
Peter loved me slowly and with his entire heart behind every stroke, every kiss, every adoration, and every thrust.
I didn't tell him to speed up or to go harder because that's not us. We're so much more than what we ever would've or could've been.
"Sel?" His voice rings behind me.
"Hmm?"
"Can you pass me some bread?"
I grab a loaf besides me on the counter and pass it to him.
We've decided to make dinner at his parents house, since they've all gone out for food.
"So...last night..." I begin, I need for him to acknowledge it.
I can feel his smirk, his very amused thoughts, and his hilarious chuckle.
"Yes?"
"Uh...Beautiful night sky..."
"There was a lot of things beautiful about last night."
I blush and smile while I try to calm my nerves.
My hand grabs ahold of the cold knife and spread the peanut butter onto the bread.
The slight touch of Peter's hand against mine sent shivers down my spine. I love how he makes me feel. Slowly I feel his hand clamp around my wrist and turn me to face him.
"Peter, Come on, I'm almost done with my sandwich."
"Look at me." His voice so soft.
"Pet-"
"Selena, Look at me." It changes to demanding.
"Okay?"
I turn to him and I hadn't once not know. who he was until now. Peter looked different, he looks strained, tired, and just so full of anger. The problem was that he wasn't looking into my eyes; He was looking at the four finger print bruise around my arm.
I immediately cover it up and Watch his eyes try and burn a hole through my hand.
"It was nothing." my voice a little shaky.
"Nothing? Selena...that was everything! I can't let you get hurt, not again."
"Peter, I'm fine, I can protect-"
"I know, but I really hate the idea of Kevin doing something so reckless and fucked up. Jesus, I can't even get it out of my head as to what could've gone down!"
He paces with his fingers combing through his hair. It's kind of heart aching to see him this worked up.
"Peter, Im fine, you really need to stop worrying."
"Selena, I can't take the idea of him..." His eyes widened and I know what he's about to ask me.
"DID HE-"
"Peter, calm down, no, no, I hit him and got away."
He seems to nod and slowly release his hair. Peter, what did I do to you?
"I need some air." He walks past me and down a hallway next to the table.
Oh god, this isn't how were supposed to be.
"Hi! We're home!" I hear shouts of joy from the entrance.
"Hi!" I say back with a plaster of cheer.
Peter, Please, please, understand that I'm okay, and all that matters is that we're together.
"So...this is where you and Peter decided to hide."
A chill runs up my spine as every breath of oxygen drys out. The voice was so easy to recognized. My blood runs cold as I hear his earth shattering foot steps get louder and closer. Oh God, No, No, No, Please tell me that this is just a terrible dream, a night mare!
He steps into view and I suck in a sharp breath.
"Hello, Selena."