●Curvaceous Soul●

Chapter 16

Chey POV
Location: Campus

I walked out of my last class of the day. Words can't express how tiring college is but aye I'm not the only one...

"AYO CHEY!!" I heard a familiar voice from behind me. I turned around and seen DeSean

"...Heyy" I looked at him and tried to not act nervous.

"Yoo listen, I ain't tryna let this be awkward but...I wanted to see you and see how things been going...I didn't know if it was cool to call yo phone since yo man back..." DeSean looked at me.

"Nahh you could've called me, me and him aren't really back together..." I looked at him.

"Oh wordd?? I didn't know that? You sure about that though?? He looked at me with his eyebrow raised.

"Yeah..i'm sure..." I blinked.

Desean: Mhm...well since yall aint official maybe i can take you out for lunch....if its cool with you though i aint tryna start no shit.

Me: Yeah that's cool..
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LUNCH W/ Desean

I sat at the table reading the menu trying to appear like it was totAlly normal that I'm sitting across from him like we friends. I swear I hate doing this, it isn't bad enough desean a nice guy but the fact he actuAlly likes me makes it worst.

Desean: You iight?

Me: I'm cool....

Desean: Can I ask something??

Me: yeah???

Desean: Why you back with YO old dude?

Laawwd

Me: well..he changed?

Desean: So? He still fucked up? Again.. why u with him?

Me: it's hard to let go of someone who you been with for a awhile like he and I went through a lot..

Desean: true..I get that but ain't he cheat?

Me: I did some stuff do?

Desean: my point exactly? Why you still with him if y'all being doing shit to ya selfs?

Me: You wouldn't get it desean...

Desean: what you mean? I'm saying you need to live your life before going back to somebody that you know take shit hella hard?

Me: im not perfect DeSean . ..i did alot to him and i cant blame him for what he did..he loved me and i let two dudes jack up our relationship...

DeSean: what if the tables were turned? Like i get you having yo little guilt trip but forreal chey...why him though like you seemed to be over him when we hanged out..

Me: desean......its hard to explain..i honestly love him...it isnt like we didnt have something but i didnt want to take you on a freaking emotional rollercoaster with me...

Desean : you know chey...i get that...i dont get it still but atleast being honest with me..can i tell you something ?

Me: yeah desean what?

Desean: you the only girl ive talked to that i actually see myself being with....i mean besides everything i may be a tough dude but im not afraid of love or even getting what i want but i gotta respect the fact im.not the dude you in love with so imma just be around and we can chill like buddies...i guess

I looked at desean and smiled.

Me: okay desean..like i said before we still cool. Im just making sure my decision was right. Im glad you understand..

He looked at me and smiled. For some odd reason i got a sense of Calvin from him that was not good...hopefully im wrong...
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2 hours later....
Desean POV

Man...why i cant stop thinking about this shit...

I was in my car in traffic. l.a traffic be a bitch sometimes, my mind was still going towards chey. To be honest it took alot of strength for me to be honest but at the same time its hard for me to be really okay with that shit like i know she loves cordell but damn...

I need to snap out of it... thugs dont catch feelings right? Or do they...shit..i aint never felt this way about a girl and i aint even get none yet...

Fuck it.. i need her...i gotta see what i can do...