●Curvaceous Soul●

Chapter 28

Calvin POV
(Chey house)

I was sitting in the living room, texting on my phone when I heard the door open, I seen Chey walking in with some food.

"Hey..." I smiled a little, she was kinda off but I knew she wasn't really comfortable so I tired to make it go easier as possible.

"Hey Calvin, how's everything working out?" She sat the food on the counter.

"It's going iight, it's just a lot to do, you know?" I sat my phone down and walked towards the kitchen.

"Yeah I bet..." She had her back turned, I couldn't help but let my eyes look at her body, I bit down on my lip and tried to keep my thoughts clean as possible.

"So,how was ya day?" I was peeking into the bag of food.

"It was okay Calvin....imma head to the back and go chill out, it's some food in there for you to eat, I already ate so yeah..." She grabbed her purse off the counter and walked towards the back.

I sighed and grabbed the food bag and headed towards the couch.

2 hours later.........

"Calvin......Calvin wake up" I could feel somebody shaking me" I opened my eyes and seen Chey face.

I jumped off the couch and looked around.
"What's going on, you good?" I looked at her, I was still half way sleep

"I heard something outside...it sounded weird as shit I didn't look out there but can you go check on it for me please?" She looked at me. I nodded my head and rubbed my eyes. I looked out the window and didn't see anything.

"I don't see nothing outside Chey?" I turned around and looked at her with my eyes half way closed

"Okay it must of just been me, sorry for waking you up..." She sighed and looked at me

"It's cool Chey, I needed to wake up anyways..." I looked at her, she had on this oversize t-shirt and slippers on. It was hard as hell keeping my feelings from messing this up but I knew Chey could tell it wasn't gonna be easy, I had to make sure everything I did was a good idea and it had to be smarter than before, and I didn't wanna ruin the only chance for Chey to talk to me by tryna push up on her but she knew it wasn't gonna work out that easily.

I sat back down on the couch and rubbed my eyes. She was still standing there looking at me.

"Calvin.. Can you explain to me why you decided to crash at my place again, I'm just tryna figure this out so I won't look totally crazy." She crossed her arms

"I already told you what I had to do Chey, if you worried about me tryna fuck or something that's not an issue anymore..I got a lot on my mind" I rolled my eyes.

"I didn't say all that Calvin..." She sighed

"Well you should've just said that, listen Chey it's not hard to tell yo emotions or what you thinking, I know the real you even if you can't stand my ass" I looked at her

"You know why I can't stand yo ass? Because you tried a lot shit to cause me pain out of love as you may want to put it, after what happened when I was 15 you been chasing my ass like a hungry dog, and you been ruthless" she rolled her eyes

"But you still let me do the shit though? Like I don't get that Chey, as many times I done shit to you I could call you and you would help me? You love me or something? Like you need to figure that shit out mane and stop blaming me for shit" I stood up.

"Maybe I do... I don't know Calvin...its just weird okay? One minute I hate you then the next minute I miss you...its just hard to explain." She unfolded her arms. I stared into her eyes

"Sit down Chey, " I sat back down and patted on the seat next to me, so we can talk more

"Calvin, I really don't wanna get into it iight? I just don't know what to do with how I feel and everytime we get together bullshit happens" she looked at me

"Can I tell you something?" I was tryna make sure what I said wasn't gonna be too much.

"You and I both know what's up with the both of us Chey, you confused and I already know you and Cordell hooked up again which I figured was gonna happen that's why I ain't really pressed about this whole thing, deep down inside I know you got love for me, I don't know why you never gave me a chance but I understand I fuck up a lot, but one thing I regret is fucking with your heart though, I'm sorry for all the shit I did to you Chey, I'm being 100 with you right now, I really do love you, it's just I don't know how to show you in a good way I mean that's mainly the reason why you and Cordell hooked up, it's like whenever I see you or if I'm around you it's just I feel like you the right one, I shouldn't feel like that but I always felt that way since that night and when you and I did our little thing even though you didn't want too...." She stopped me before I could say another word

"Calvin...I know that okay? I've always known that, it's hard for me to really open up to you like that because it's just, I don't know what you might do, you always be crazy and shit and sometimes I'm not with that, that's why me and Desean aren't together I don't like possessive ass people" she crossed her arms

"I'm not like that Chey... Okay yeah I am but fuck man you know that's how I've been from day one? You know how I am Chey you keep forgetting how the hell I was raised..." She knew about my past more than anybody else did, I trusted Chey with a lot of the shit I keep to myself.

"Yes Calvin I know..." She rubbed her eyes and stood up,"I'm going to bed...ill talk to you in the morning" she was walking away.

"Chey..."I called her name and she turned around and rolled her eyes, I stood up and grabbed her to bring her close, she looked into my eyes, I could still see the same look she gave me when she was younger

"You know you gotta make up yo mind right? It's him or me, I know in a perfect world you would want us both but it can't happen like that and you know shit happens...I just want a chance that's all Chey..." I leaned in for a kiss, she stepped back a little

"Calvin...I...." Before she could say another word, I kissed her on the lips, she gripped my shoulders and moved back again.

"Calvin, goodnight" she walked towards her room and closed the door, I sighed and walked towards the couch, I grabbed the blanket and plopped back down

Damn...I love that girl..she knows it too...I don't know how the fuck imma get her and me outta Cali in time...